Miss me not

Missing you.

I miss the time when I woke up where the only thing in my mind was 'Am I too late for Dragonball?'

I miss the time when I waited for after Asar, so that i can go to the field, met up with neighbors, and start to play hide-and-seek, polis sentri, lompat getah and so many more traditonal games.

And today, the frequent thing that came to my thought after I woke up was 'I haven't finish studying yet'

So nerd.

I will never define myself as a nerd because I know so many things outside the circle of my course (not sure whether it is good or bad)  Well, the main point is, I said I wanted to update blog more frequent yet I never manage to do so. *sorry peeps

I'm going to Italy on 14th of May. Mmmm,, I am not really excited because fears surpass everything.

I want to do well. Really well.. So that I have no regrets. Hate regrets.

And I am going to return home on 12th June. InsyaAllah.

I am going to move out from my current apartment by the end of this month. To where? A house of course!!

InsyaAllah, 56 Wilton Court, Cork.

I haven't finish studying for my Clinical Examination paper tomorrow. So I have to go now. 

Flowers at Blarney Castle. Spring 2014

Till then folks.

Miss me not.

It's been 3 months since I left Malaysia

Assalamualaikum 

There there,,, finally after months I'd been dealing with my laptop's problems, today I am able to write a post which is a tremendous achievement for me! Yeayyyyy! 

Alhamdulillah, dapat lagi bernafas di bumi Ireland setelah 3 bulan lebih bermastautin di sini tanpa sebarang major physical or mental injuries. It is a good thing.

Cuma pengumuman kecil, cuti winter baru sahaja bermula! Dan sudah ramai kawan-kawan yang mula bermusafir dan bertebaran di muka bumi Allah mencari Ibrah. Ada yang ke Sepanyol, ada yang ke Turki dan ada yang ke Austria.. Alhamdulillah,, semoga kesaksian kami merantau mencari pengalaman akan mendewasakan jiwa-jiwa muda kami supaya dapat melihat Islam sebagai agama yang syumul. InsyaAllah?

Syifa pergi mana winter break ni? =P

Aku insyaAllah akan bermusafir ke United Kingdom dan France. InsyaAllah =)

Cuba tekan tab kat atas pada kotak 'dreamjar'

One of my dreams is to visit Paris and Eiffel Tower with my beloved.

And insyaAllah will be going to Paris with my 'beloveds'. Dua orang pulak tu. Jackpot!

Hehehe~

So, umi and abah, have a safe flight to London, and semoga segala urusan umi dan abah dipermudahkan Allah SWT. My first winter break would become very meaningful because I will be spending time with my cinta hati di bumi Eropah! Alhamdulillah =)

p/s: Hari Khamis yang lepas sempat pergi berpiknik di Blarney Castle. So pretty!

Will you cherry me?

I felt like time is running very fast. Jus so yesterday I thought that I was only in Cork for a day, now I realise that it has bees a month! Yeah, too many lectures, so little time and yet I still not on the right pace. How how? I guessed it is my own prob to figure it out.

How life is progressing? How iman is progressing? Those questions should be asked more frequently to myself. But for now, Alhamdulillah.. My life may just started but doesn't mean that I can give tonnes of excuses... I experienced failure many times, and I knew what were the feelings to be labelled as a 'not-going-to-make-it-person', it was very hard to endure that feeling. Reality hit me hard. 

Anyway, I fall in love with Cork as soon as I came here. And yes people, it will be my home sweet home insyaAllah for five years to come. Sometimes, we just need to be in the right place at the right time with the right person  to do the right thing. 

Feel free to visit me in Ireland!

Corkians

Bismillah,,

'Hold the amanah. Grab it. And take good care of it'

Pagi tadi ada perjumpaan besar pelajar Mara di  UCC. So we met, the director, our fatherly Pak Lan =)

He is really nice and kebapaan. Tetiba teringat abah. =') He reminded us to study hard. To study abroad is a golden opportunity. So, don't waste it. Take it seriously.

Ingat tu Syifa!!

Tapi unfortunately Pak Lan will be retiring at the end of this December. Sobs. 

I hope he can be the director longer. He is so passionate and patient to handle us hundreds of students in Ireland. May Allah bless him and his family.

Esok adalah hari murah rezeki.. Alhamdulillah..

Ada dua rumah buat house warming party. Hehehe~ Makan free.

Pagi will be going to Brookfiled Village which is Tira and Faizah's house. Yeay!

And later in afternoon, rumah Kak Zek di Wilton. Ommo... Best lah ramai Malaysians.

=__=

Hah tu dia ramai tak ramai. Bergambar dengan Pak Lan =')

Cork! I am here =)

Bismillah..

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya berkesempatan jugak nak tulis post kan.. Bajet busy memanjangkan kan..

Tu dia.. So, yes everyone,

I am now in Cork, Ireland.
(Actually dah 3 minggu dah)

Penat naik kapal terbang selama 13 jam dari KLIA ke Heathrow, London was indescribable.. Penatnya mengalahkan penat naik bas dari Terminal Tesco Kota Bharu ke Stesen Tanjung Malim. Like d-uhh, bleh plak gi compare an..

Anyhow, selepas transit di London for 3 hours, kami 8 orang students Malaysia menaiki Aer Lingus ke Cork. Alhamdulillah, we were greeted by very windy breeze and really friendly seniors from ppmc.
Selepa makan, tangkap gambar sambil pegang bendera Malaysia semuanya, kami dibawa ke Castlewhite Apartment to settle down.

Ni senior yang suruh. Tetiba main ikut je telunjuk kan

Nak share, malam aku fly, aku rasa sebak sangat.. Sangat.. Sebak nak meninggalkan keluarga untuk sementara tu satu, tapi sebak yang lain macam adalah, bila aku sedar, malam tu adalah malam yang aku sentiasa doa selepas solat semenjak sekolah rendah lagi. Akhirnya, that was 'The Night', Allah telah makbulkan doa aku.. Alhamdulillah..

Tahu tak perasaan bila kita sentiasa nakkan sesuatu barang, dan selepas berpenat lelah, kita dapat benda tu. Yeah, that was the feeling but much bigger. Because I waited and worked for 14 years, to get what I get now. Alhamdulillah. No one no how our futures will be except for Him. But just have faith that He will give the best for you.

Untuk setiap kejayaan, there are prices that we have to pay. Tiada benda yang senang dalam dunia tambah-tambah lagi benda yang kita memang nak. Susah. Sangat susah, tapi for what reasons aku bersusah payah mengharungi sudah 20 tahun pun hidup atas muka bumi ni? Untuk apa belajar? Untuk apa menangis bila susahnya hidup di Ky for two years? Untuk apa fly? I used to ask those questions to myself before. Kalau nak hidup rilek, tak tension, baik aku duduk rumah dengan umi abah and belajar dekat rumah je. Tapi why am I doing this? 

I am trying to find His redha, mardhatillah. For the reasons why He chose me to be one of His humble slaves on His dunya, I hope I can find the answers. Maybe I were asked before, why, I do not has any definite answer. But now Alhamdulilah, I already have it.

Wanie, one of my best friend back then in SkTapang. A brilliant and happy-go-lucky person she was. On 13th September, I received a shocking news that Wanie had first return to the Almighty Creator. Innalillah.. She was a second year medical student in UKM.

I once had a conversation with her two years ago,
Wanie: Untunglah Syifa dapat belajar overseas, Wanie tak dok rezeki nok dapat biasiswa oversea
Me: Mmm, xpo eh, insyaAllah mano-mano pun kito dapat, samo jah. Asalkan nok belajar.

Now, I knew the reason why Allah didn't pick her to study abroad walaupun results SPM Wanie lagi gempak dan hebat daripada aku. Because Allah wanted to call her first, Allah wanted her to be close with her parents and many reasons in between. Kan? He the Most Knowing. Semoga Allah sentiasa pelihara Wanie di sana.. Al-fatihah.

I have my mission, I believe we all do. I want to change the view of how I look at every situation. I want to be able to relate all the things happened around me with the question in my head, "What Allah want me to learn from this?" And the journey is way too far. I hope that, I wont let this chance be a waste. I want to become a better person. InsyaAllah.

Ukhwah baru di Cork. Semoga sampai syurga. InsyaAllah. =)

I'm flying

Entah, kali berapa entah, tak sure.

I always mention this, quite a lot to myself.

To be able to study abroad is always my dream.

So, this is it.

9/9/2013, 11.40 pm

KLIA-Heathrow, London-Cork, Ireland

BTW, aku naik MAS

Doakan aku sampai ke destinasi dengan selamat.

Doakan aku dapat settle down dengan baik.

Doakan aku tak homesick gila walaupun umur dah mencecah 20 tahun.

Doakan aku dapat jadi AKU bukannya orang lain.

=')

This would be my last update in Malaysia.

Next gonna be in Cork. 

InsyaAllah.

My A-level Results

I think it is okay for me to post about this here.

I have taken into account that only few people read my blog, and the people who read this may already know how my result was. So, I think it should be fine for me to spill it out here right?

Alhamdulillah.

My results were not as excellent as those brilliant kiddos in Ky. But it just suited me well, I mean my efforts.

Peeps,

I will be going to University College Cork in Ireland to further my degree in Medicine.

Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar.

This is really a gift from Him. I couldn't do this without His Guidance

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all the people who always pray for me.

Umi, abah, siblings, Maa, Ayoh, cuzzies, family.

Kawan sekolah, kawan sekolej

Dan orang-orang random yang aku ketemu seminit dua sekali pun.

Kadang-kadang aku siap paksa lagi orang aminkan doa aku.

Ya aku sangat terdesak.

Tapi serius weh, terima kasih. May Allah repay all of your kindness.

Doa ni senjata tahu dak? Yakinlah.

"Ya Allah, aku syukur dan redha dengan jalan yang Engkau pilih untukku."

Terima kasih juga buat kengkawan yang tersangat jauh sanggup menelefon aku semata-mata nak ucap congrats. Eja yang di Aussie, sejurus jer aku dapat result cepat jer beliau telefon aku kan. Bagi Jebo di Germany yang dua kali called aku memang lah kan, dah kau guna GMT Jerman, tak sempatlah aku nak angkat pukul 4.59am waktu Malaysia.

Tapi seriyus, terima kasih semuanya. Banyak kali aku guna perkataan 'serius' menunjukkan betapa serius nya post aku kali ini. So yeah.

Tapi weh weh, ada beberapa kawan-kawan aku yang tak lepas requirement uni, sponsor semua tu, korang doakan dorang jugak yer. Doakan dorang dipermudahkan segala urusan dan seterusnya berterbangan semuanya. Amin amin amin.

Walaupun aku happy, aku tak nak lah happy sesorang. Penat lelah susah senang dua tahun bersama, tak kan aku nak gelak sesorang bila results aku okey. Semoga mereka mendapat yang terbaik. InsyaAllah.
  
Tapi tak lupa juga buat yang berjaya. Yang mendapat results sederet A bintang semuanya. Tahniah! Korang memang hebat! Dont forget to award yourself and your efforts. Gunalah duit raya rm20 tu, pergi drive-thru KFC ke apa. Penat tahu dak A-level dua tahun, dengan tidur malam yang pukul 3 pagi, lepas tu bangun pukul 6 pagi. Huih, penat penat. Tak tipu penat. Tu baru fizikal. Mental korang mesti lagi cekal kan kan.

Apa-apa pun. Life aku di bumi Shamrock baru sahaja hendak bermula. Doakan yang terbaik untuk my next phase ek! Amin.. 

Gambar grad bebudak MARA di KY. Sorry lah baru nak letak kat sini. Ngeh ngeh.

p/s: Bebudak A-level Edexel, all the best for the results yang kabo nye esok! Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya. =)