Stress Reliever

Status: I am not sleepy at all. For now.

Music: SOS by the Jonas brothers.

I had successfully awakened myself all night. Yes. Watching the UEFA champion league from 3.45 to 5.50 am. Way to go Syifa. It was a stress reliever. I had devoted myself for two months of no-football-night-in-Ky, So, I deserved this. Besides, it was Bayern Munich vs Arsenal. I can't simply miss it. Well, sleeping has always being a priority for me, because when I am sleepy, I can't do a thing. So, I had well-prepared for the night. So, I took a can of nescafe. Yes, I had disturbed my sleeping pattern by taking caffeine at very late night. And I succeeded to hypnotize myself (in a good way) to not fall asleep. Nonsense! Haha. If I want, I can just sleep at 11pm and wake up at 4 am. But it was I who cannot sleep, so, I got the reward of watching football! Yeay!

Did I say stress reliever? Pardon me, because it was the opposite meaning actually. Arsenal had won over Munich with 0-2 but due to aggregate 3-3, yes, Munich won on away goals. So sad. I am terribly sad. What am I expect? Winning of course, after so long not watching football.,, but I should be satisfied laa kan, the gunners had done their very best. Koscielny's goal had lifted my emotion for a while although it already was at minute 86. Nicely done! 

Well, two goals were not enough. Bye bye this season. Oh well, did I mention I had not seeing Arjen Robben for a very long time? Yup, I haven't. The last time I saw him was,, probably during the world cup 2010. And he looked so old but yet still energetic. Kesian Robben asyik kena tackle jer. Haha. And ohoi dah lama jugak tak tengok Rosicky main or it was me yang dah lama tak tengok match? hehe..

Apaapapun, jersey away Arsenal nampak cantik bila dorang pakai yang long-sleeve nyer. Dari jauh nampak purple but it is blue. Mmmph. should I reconsider buying the home jersey and choose the away jersey instead? Eh, hari tu organic chem dapat B, so NO jersey for this month. Padan muka. 

Go Go Gunners

Status: Deeply sad and emotional unstable. 

Music: Run by Snow Patrol

I should hide my face now. Yesterday, I promised myself if I got A for my organic test, I will reward myself with a new Arsenal jersey. And the test was this morning. And based on what I answered, A seems quite high to be grab. So sad. I want that jersey so bad.

Well, I think we shall wait for the marks.

And have I told you about another sad story about the new sweater I'd just bought?

Few months ago, I saw a very prettay sweater at the mall. And you know what I saw, I thought I saw a Liverpool badge on the left corner of the sweater. And it was blue in color. I was pretty sure that it was Liverpool. Well, although I am very much a Arsenal girl, but I do not hold any grudge towards Liverpool as it is my Abah favorite team of all time. Actually I did look for Arsenal's but I can't find it, so when I saw the Liverpool's, I just quickly grabbed it and went to the cashier. If it was Liverpool's, I thought of having my Abah pay for it and surely he didn't mind.

Unfortunately, when I returned home, it was not Liverpool's, but Chelsea's!!!!  Stressed! You have no idea how much I hated Chelsea. And yet I accidentally bought it. Why on earth  that I did not look at the badge properly? What was I thinking, it is BLUE! BLUE I said! It made sense rite, Chelsea=Blue. Liverpool = never blue. I felt so stupid.

And the consequence for that regretted event, I kept the sweater in my closet at home for about two months. Buried it with a crushed hope and dream in the closet. (I am that dramatic when it came to football) And only last holidays, I remembered about the sweater, and made me thinking, I was the one who bought it, and membazir adalah amalan syaiton ni rojim. Therefore, I took it and brought it back to college. Sadly yes, but at least it occupied me when I was too lazy to put long sleeve shirt on when my stomach was grumbling and I had to go to the dining hall. 

Although I hated when people asked me spontaneously, "Aik, asal Chelsea dohhh?", I think, I have to bear with it. Whatever. An Arsenal keychain is hung on my bag but I wear Chelsea's sweater instead. How ironic was that. 

Never mind, I knew I am always a Gunners. Just pretend that you see my case as Van Persie's betrayal to Arsenal and went to MU, or Henry's immigration to Barca long long time ago, or or Reyes decision to Madrid. Similar case huh. Whatev.

Tojo must be 'gelak'ing me when he knew about this story. Well, as if I am going to tell him. Memang tak la kan. Salam berhujung minggu.

Dah HEPI balik!! Alhamdulillah

Status: If you guys noticed, a day before and my post for this morning seemed very sad rite?

sebab nyer... adalah something happened that made me upset. But dah okay. No biggie lah =)

For your information, aq dah lama gila tak tengok match. Dari pagi tadi duduk sesorang dalam 'kotak' kat chalet ni sampai ke malam, korang bayangkan laa, how did I feel throughout the day. Berperang dengan perasaan sendiri. Trying to re-gps my mindset, and calmed myself down. It was like, "Sabar Syifa, Allah sayang Syifa"

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

Cinta Allah, cinta Rasul. =)

Oh ye, ppasal tetiba hepi? Camni cter nya. Tadi after nak return to chalet from performing Isya' prayer kat surau, bunyi bising gler kot dalam TV room. I was like, ade ape malam neh? Oh yaa, Piala Malaysia final, Terengganu-N.Sembilan. So, aq pon gedik laa jugak kan nak pegi tengok. Tapi when masuk kat tv room, ade beberapa senior yg tengah tengok Chelsea-Arsenal! Aq lupa doh malam ni ada game, apa lagi kan, join dua kaki, dua tangan dua mata laa kan.. 

Tapi masa aq tengok tu dah second half kowt. 2-2. Aq tanya Kak Anne, sape score? Santos ngan V.persie. Aq dah sdeyh dah kan.. Ingat bleh tengok V.persie score. Xpe la.. Duduk jer kat ctu, tak ingat minutes ke berapa ntah Walcott score, dah lama gila aq tak tengok dia maen! Dah laa lawa siot doh! G double O D J O B, good job good job (pinjam jap yer bbudak Berlian!) 

Then bleh plak si Mata tu score minit ke 80 kan... Aq just like macam, come on laaaa DEFEND!!!! (ter'emo' yer di ctu) But guess what?? Van Persie scores!!! Dua kali lagi for the second half, so mix it up made it 3 goals for him!!! Good Job Big Clap Van Persie!!!!! You guys should see camne Terry tergolek, kesian dia..

Alhamdulillah... Lama kowt aq tak 'merasai' the feeling of nak melompat-lompat neh.. 

Kuar jer dri bilik TV tu, aq tros col Tojo. Dengan excited aq berkata "Joe, Joe, VAN PERSIE score!!!" Dalam kemamaian Tojo berkata, "Rilek Pa, rilek.. Ceh, Arsenal menang baru ingat nak col aq.. haha.. Tdo lena ah mu malam neh" InsyaAllah... =)

Thank you Allah, Thank you for the opportunity. I will keep it well.

Bless me and protect me.

Subhanallah, Allahuakbar.