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Sahih International

Say, "Whether you conceal what is in your breasts or reveal it, Allah knows it. And He knows that which is in the heavens and that which is on the earth. And Allah is over all things competent.

Malay

Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): "Jika kamu sembunyikan apa yang ada dalam dada kamu atau kamu melahirkannya, nescaya Allah mengetahuinya; dan Ia mengetahui segala yang ada di langit dan yang ada di bumi. Dan Allah Maha Kuasa atas tiap-tiap sesuatu.

He knows Syifa. He heard you every seconds, whenever you asked from Him. Have faith have faith have faith. Do not despair.
Bismillah, Allah, my Lord, please look after me. As for myself, I want to become a better slave for you everyday... Amin..

An Obligation

Bismillah.

Study study study

I have not enough time.

Speed up.

"Allah with those who work hard"

Sorry for the un-reply messages, texts, and others.

I am free after 13 June. Thank you.

Muscom 2012

Status: Rumah ohsem rumah.

Song: Damba kasih by Inteam

A new family was build. A family which I was never intended to be part of. A family of happiness, learning, and sharing.

Gambo yang direka dan diedit kemas oleh TP ngan Acap. Mavoles!

 

It is a bless. All of them are way to good to be described. 

InsyaAllah, everything that I have, I am willing to share. Although my 'ilmu' aka knowledge are not much, I seek for improvement. 

Syurah mates,

Ain and Aslam. Sila beri tunjuk ajar. Aq bukan lah berlatar belakangkan sekolah agama sebagaimana awak-awak berdua. Maafkan segala kekurangan diri ini. ^^

Sahabat-sahabat kental dalam Muscom, yang memberi dorongan kepada aq untuk memegang amanat ini, 

Ulfah dan Husna.

Tanpa anda berdua nescaya aq tidak ada keberanian untuk terjebak dalam Muscom. Sayang anda-anda.

Bismillah. Kami akan bekerja bersungguh-sungguh.

Discover the essence of humanity. *tetibe

 Babai.

Twinkling comet

Status: Dizzy, mentally imbalanced, but will FORCE myself to stay awake.

Song: Crazier by Taylor Swift

Its Monday again. Monday. Monday. Sunny Monday. The schedule went hectic. Being assigned with so many tasks at one time, headache was all I got. I accidentally fell asleep during Malaysian study class but not so obvious, I felt bad for Bonda. 

But no matter how hard, arduous my life would be, I am still the old me. I am not a quitter. Because what a quitter do is quitting and lose faith. I would never become one. InsyaAllah... 

Takutnya. Perasaan takut itu tidak pernah lekang. Bukan takut untuk tersungkur tapi takut kepada usaha yang diberi tidak pernah mencukupi. Ciri ahli syurga, muslim yang hebat. Sudah hebatkah aku untuk ke syurgaNya? *pinched

"Andainya dihitung amalanku, belum pasti dapat ku hampiri gerbang syurga-Mu....."

~An important reminder or should I say, an emergency alarm? Both will do.

Sounds weak huh? Nope laa, I do not mind to present myself as a weak servant in front of Him. I am weak, it is not a shame to admit though.

"God is with the broken-hearted. When your heart breaks, it's a good thing- the breaking of your heart is what opens it up to the light of Allah. The dunya is designed to break your heart, to crush it."

Shaykh Hamza Yusuf

I said enough all I want to say. But the main key is to look after the prayers, yours as well as mine. Syifa, jaga ibadat, jaga solat, jaga hati, jaga peribadi.

Well said. Bismillah. May Allah bless ^^

Life as I know it

Bismillah.

Today is 29th January. And I finally arrived at Kyuem this morning. After a long journey on the bus which was almost eight hours, I slept well. Will be missing home, akan merindui juga saat bersenang-lenang di rumah. Hopefully renovation yang giat berjalan di rumah will be finished at the time I will be returning home somewhere in March. ^^

Last night on the bus, we, bunch of Ky kids conquered the second-floor seats.Gegang gedabak dengan riuh-rendah our voices yang macam dah bertahun tak jumpa. Haih. So sorry to other passengers. hihihi. There were seven girls, Kak Adah, Kak Nisa, Ulfah, Mira, Azie, Amalina and me. While the boys were Syahmi, Naim, Ramzi and Aslam. 

Back into the reality, I know that it will be a tough second semester. I am ready. I promise umi and abah that I will work hard.  So, I will focus and stop playing around. Ya Allah, do bless me with Your mercy.

Had a very calm and relaxing conversation with Kak Fisza yesterday. She is my kakak dorm when I was in form two. A very soft-spoken, gentle senior that I had known. Missing her advice so much. She asked me to visit her in Poland in the future. InsyaAllah. Amin, amin, amin. 

Sayang Umi dan Abah!

Every single person should do

Status: The post this time is about my findings, readings, askings the people around me. I spent lots of time for this because I really want to have a solid, concrete reason of making this post. And it is about our, muslims, main ibadah, which is Solat/prayer. Our obligation which we really must preserve, take good care of it.

It had been since forever, I try to ask some people around me on how they concentrate/ focus/ khusyu' in their solat. Because if anyone has a brilliant, perfect way to khusyu' in solat, I really love to take a note. Have you ever heard any words, phrases, advice that went like this "Kalau rasa ada jer jatuh, luka, nasib malang yang menimpa, cuba check balik solat. Ada yang tak sempurna lagi tu."? Because I always heard it since I was a little girl. So, I really want to make sure every solat that I perform, is the best, guaranteed solat which is accepted by my Lord. Then, I started to search for reading materials and not to mention asking people. Malu bertanya sesat jalan yer dak?

"Khusyuk itu ialah khusyuk hati. Khusyuk itu ialah tidak berpaling ke kanan atau ke kiri,"

~Saidina Ali r.a.~

"Khusyuk bermaksud suatu keadaan dalam jiwa yang mewujudkan keadaan tetap (tenang) dan merendah diri segala anggota (dengan tidak bergerak ke kiri dan ke kanan)

~Imam al-Qurtubi~

"Khusyuk dalam solat ialah hati berada dalam keadaan takut dan mata selalu tunduk (ke tempat sujud)"

~Imam al-Zamakhshari~

"Orang yang khusyuk ialah orang yang merendah diri kepada Allah dengan hati dan segala anggotanya."

~Imam al-Jurjani~

Basically if we gathered the opinions above, we can conclude that khusyu' can be classified in two simple meaning. 

1. Khusyu' batin (internal) yang mana khusyu' dengan hati. We present ourselves in our heart with the feeling of fear to the Almighty God, patut juga rasa gementar kepadaNya. Show Him our humility towards Him as we crave for His blessings, rahmat and redha. 

2. Khusyu' lahir (external). From what we feel, we resemble our feelings. Khusyu' kepala dengan menundukkannya, khusyu' mata dengan tidak berpaling ke kiri atau ke kanan, Dan khusyu' tangan dengan meletakkan tangan kanan ke atas tangan kiri dengan penuh hormat seperti perlakuan  seorang hamba. Manakalan khusyu' kedua kaki dengan tegak berpijak dan berkeadaan tetap, stand up still, not actively moving. Khusyu' lahir grows from khusyu' batin dan hati.

We will discover khusyu' dengan menghadirkan hati ketika menunaikan solat. Berusaha memahami segala perbuatan dalam solat (termasuk bacaan). Merasakan kebesaran dan kehebatan Allah dengan mengingati status diri sebagai hamba. Gerun terhadap seksaan api neraka dan keagungan Allah. Always, menaruh harapan mudah mudahan solat, ibadah yang dikerjakan diterimaNya. Dan rasa malu dengan kekurangan dan kehinaan diri. 

There is a hadis which grabs my attention, Rasulullah saw bersabda " Betapa ramai orang yang bangun (mengerjakan solat) pada malam hari, namun habuan daripada solat malamnya hanyalah berjaga malam (yakni tiada pahala)......." Hadis riwayat al-Tabarani, Ahmad, al-Hakim dan al-Baihaqi. Daripada Abu Hurirah r.a. So, khusyu' is vital because pahala solat relies on it. For you to imagine, no khusyu' no rewards (pahala solat).

I love the replies that I received from my senior about my question, "Apa pendapat kak tentang khusyu' dalam solat?"

Kak Enin ^^

"susah nak qusyuk dlm solat.nak qusyux lam solat ni mcm tarik lembu yg dicucuk kat hidung,lembu tue atas batas padi.kejap2 lembu tue akan jatuh sbb berat,tapi bila kita sedar lembu tue jatuh,kita tarikla balik.mcm 2 la solat.sedar2 dah 'hanyut'.tapi bila sedar tue,cepat2la qusyukkan balik:)"

Kak Ainul ^^

Banyak cara nak khusyuk tapi Kak Ainul rasa paling penting tahu bacaan dalam solat la..sebab macam pelik kalau cakap dengan tuhan tapi tak tau maksud.hehe. Doa pun sama..And masa solat tu memang betul2 niat sembah tuhanla,maksudnya betul2 ready untuk cakap dengan Allah. so masa solat tu imagine Allah tengok kita. 
Tu cara Kak Ainul la,tu pun banyak lagi kelemahan..
Syifa try sdri je,asal niat betul and faham knape kita solat tu insyaAllah blh je khusyuk

Simple analogies never disappoint me. And they were so true. Truthfully speaking, if you just only niat that "I really want to khusyu' " it already convey that you are working hard to achieve the khusyu' in your prayer. InsyaAllah, mudah-mudahan solat akan diterima. =)

p/s: There are lots of ways. I know it, you know it. If there is any mistake above, please let me know. For improvement in solat, ibadah or any other writings, I welcome suggestion. ^^