LOL Hello all

Wow I can't believe that the last time I updated this blog was three months ago.

I guess what they say about Medic life was true after all.

How am I?

I am fine, really fine.

I start to love my life, my routines and my environment.

I am very sure that it will get tougher,

but hey I still alive am I =)

I got exams tomorrow.

Biochemistry and physiology. 

Pray for me will ya?

I will try my best to update this site again, hopefully soon.

Oh why why why

Bismillah,

Ya Allah rasa lama sangat tak update blog... Bukan malas ek, sebabnya ntah kenapa my laptop tak boleh buka 'new post'. Bila tekan ja, dia macam keluar ads yang ntah apa-apa, dan bahagian penulisannya takdak. Nampak gaya macam laptop dah di'spam' oleh ads ireland. Boleh ke macam tu? Sedih tahu tak. Dah la selama ni, memang cerita kat blog ja. (Cam anti sosial pulak, semua cerita kat blog.. hehe)

So, malam ni, secara haramnya menggunakan laptop Tira, curi-curi masa update blog.. hehehe

Banyak cerita nak cerita tapi, semua gambar berada dalam hard disk di rumah Castlewhite.. So, tulis jer la.

One of the happiest moments in Ireland for this particular time was if I had to pick, would be my trip to Dublin! Yes, I went to Dublin twice already. Kenapa? because Dublin owns my best friend in the world and insyaAllah in Hereafter too, Nisa =)

*Nisa, kalau baca sila terharu. mihmihmih

Nisa was forever the person I could talk to despite all the mix personalities I had in me. Susah study pun call Nisa, tak pandai buat cheesecake pun call Nisa, tak jumpa cari buku Anatomy pun call Nisa, semualah... 

Kalau dulu Nisa lah peneman stay-up malam-malam kat hostel, sebab Nisa rajin, aku ni malas sikit. Kalau dalam kelas, kerja aku asyik tidur, borak, baca surat khabar berita bola dan gelakkan orang lain yang tidur. Tapi asal tengok Nisa yang duduk kat depan je, mesti beliau sedang khusyuk study. Sampai kepala rapat ke meja hehehe.. And she always said, "Cipaaaa, nok fly kea? So keno study!!! Jom gi Ireland sekali!" and the quote continued even when I was in Ky and she was in Intec... She was one of the people yang selalu remind me to study. Because I could use lots of reminder..

Dulu kat Faris Petra, hari jumaat kelas prep separuh hari, tapi kitorang akan stay dalam kelas waktu orang semua balik hostel dan pergi solat jumaat. Kami akan menyelinap solat di bilik solat cikgu, semata-mata sebab nak sambung study dalam kelas. Gigih tak kami? =D

So, people, when you question me, "Apsal ko selalu turun Dublin eh? Jumpa pakwe ek?" The answer is yes I am. 

"Bila bersahabat ikhlas kerana Allah, kamu akan rasa seperti keluarga yang sangat rapat"

Nisa: Nanti mu masuk syurga, jangan tinggal aku kat luar deh!

Me: Bereh boh

p/s: Doakan laptopku pulih seperti sediakala. Amin

Corkians

Bismillah,,

'Hold the amanah. Grab it. And take good care of it'

Pagi tadi ada perjumpaan besar pelajar Mara di  UCC. So we met, the director, our fatherly Pak Lan =)

He is really nice and kebapaan. Tetiba teringat abah. =') He reminded us to study hard. To study abroad is a golden opportunity. So, don't waste it. Take it seriously.

Ingat tu Syifa!!

Tapi unfortunately Pak Lan will be retiring at the end of this December. Sobs. 

I hope he can be the director longer. He is so passionate and patient to handle us hundreds of students in Ireland. May Allah bless him and his family.

Esok adalah hari murah rezeki.. Alhamdulillah..

Ada dua rumah buat house warming party. Hehehe~ Makan free.

Pagi will be going to Brookfiled Village which is Tira and Faizah's house. Yeay!

And later in afternoon, rumah Kak Zek di Wilton. Ommo... Best lah ramai Malaysians.

=__=

Hah tu dia ramai tak ramai. Bergambar dengan Pak Lan =')

Cork! I am here =)

Bismillah..

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya berkesempatan jugak nak tulis post kan.. Bajet busy memanjangkan kan..

Tu dia.. So, yes everyone,

I am now in Cork, Ireland.
(Actually dah 3 minggu dah)

Penat naik kapal terbang selama 13 jam dari KLIA ke Heathrow, London was indescribable.. Penatnya mengalahkan penat naik bas dari Terminal Tesco Kota Bharu ke Stesen Tanjung Malim. Like d-uhh, bleh plak gi compare an..

Anyhow, selepas transit di London for 3 hours, kami 8 orang students Malaysia menaiki Aer Lingus ke Cork. Alhamdulillah, we were greeted by very windy breeze and really friendly seniors from ppmc.
Selepa makan, tangkap gambar sambil pegang bendera Malaysia semuanya, kami dibawa ke Castlewhite Apartment to settle down.

Ni senior yang suruh. Tetiba main ikut je telunjuk kan

Nak share, malam aku fly, aku rasa sebak sangat.. Sangat.. Sebak nak meninggalkan keluarga untuk sementara tu satu, tapi sebak yang lain macam adalah, bila aku sedar, malam tu adalah malam yang aku sentiasa doa selepas solat semenjak sekolah rendah lagi. Akhirnya, that was 'The Night', Allah telah makbulkan doa aku.. Alhamdulillah..

Tahu tak perasaan bila kita sentiasa nakkan sesuatu barang, dan selepas berpenat lelah, kita dapat benda tu. Yeah, that was the feeling but much bigger. Because I waited and worked for 14 years, to get what I get now. Alhamdulillah. No one no how our futures will be except for Him. But just have faith that He will give the best for you.

Untuk setiap kejayaan, there are prices that we have to pay. Tiada benda yang senang dalam dunia tambah-tambah lagi benda yang kita memang nak. Susah. Sangat susah, tapi for what reasons aku bersusah payah mengharungi sudah 20 tahun pun hidup atas muka bumi ni? Untuk apa belajar? Untuk apa menangis bila susahnya hidup di Ky for two years? Untuk apa fly? I used to ask those questions to myself before. Kalau nak hidup rilek, tak tension, baik aku duduk rumah dengan umi abah and belajar dekat rumah je. Tapi why am I doing this? 

I am trying to find His redha, mardhatillah. For the reasons why He chose me to be one of His humble slaves on His dunya, I hope I can find the answers. Maybe I were asked before, why, I do not has any definite answer. But now Alhamdulilah, I already have it.

Wanie, one of my best friend back then in SkTapang. A brilliant and happy-go-lucky person she was. On 13th September, I received a shocking news that Wanie had first return to the Almighty Creator. Innalillah.. She was a second year medical student in UKM.

I once had a conversation with her two years ago,
Wanie: Untunglah Syifa dapat belajar overseas, Wanie tak dok rezeki nok dapat biasiswa oversea
Me: Mmm, xpo eh, insyaAllah mano-mano pun kito dapat, samo jah. Asalkan nok belajar.

Now, I knew the reason why Allah didn't pick her to study abroad walaupun results SPM Wanie lagi gempak dan hebat daripada aku. Because Allah wanted to call her first, Allah wanted her to be close with her parents and many reasons in between. Kan? He the Most Knowing. Semoga Allah sentiasa pelihara Wanie di sana.. Al-fatihah.

I have my mission, I believe we all do. I want to change the view of how I look at every situation. I want to be able to relate all the things happened around me with the question in my head, "What Allah want me to learn from this?" And the journey is way too far. I hope that, I wont let this chance be a waste. I want to become a better person. InsyaAllah.

Ukhwah baru di Cork. Semoga sampai syurga. InsyaAllah. =)

My A-level Results

I think it is okay for me to post about this here.

I have taken into account that only few people read my blog, and the people who read this may already know how my result was. So, I think it should be fine for me to spill it out here right?

Alhamdulillah.

My results were not as excellent as those brilliant kiddos in Ky. But it just suited me well, I mean my efforts.

Peeps,

I will be going to University College Cork in Ireland to further my degree in Medicine.

Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar.

This is really a gift from Him. I couldn't do this without His Guidance

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all the people who always pray for me.

Umi, abah, siblings, Maa, Ayoh, cuzzies, family.

Kawan sekolah, kawan sekolej

Dan orang-orang random yang aku ketemu seminit dua sekali pun.

Kadang-kadang aku siap paksa lagi orang aminkan doa aku.

Ya aku sangat terdesak.

Tapi serius weh, terima kasih. May Allah repay all of your kindness.

Doa ni senjata tahu dak? Yakinlah.

"Ya Allah, aku syukur dan redha dengan jalan yang Engkau pilih untukku."

Terima kasih juga buat kengkawan yang tersangat jauh sanggup menelefon aku semata-mata nak ucap congrats. Eja yang di Aussie, sejurus jer aku dapat result cepat jer beliau telefon aku kan. Bagi Jebo di Germany yang dua kali called aku memang lah kan, dah kau guna GMT Jerman, tak sempatlah aku nak angkat pukul 4.59am waktu Malaysia.

Tapi seriyus, terima kasih semuanya. Banyak kali aku guna perkataan 'serius' menunjukkan betapa serius nya post aku kali ini. So yeah.

Tapi weh weh, ada beberapa kawan-kawan aku yang tak lepas requirement uni, sponsor semua tu, korang doakan dorang jugak yer. Doakan dorang dipermudahkan segala urusan dan seterusnya berterbangan semuanya. Amin amin amin.

Walaupun aku happy, aku tak nak lah happy sesorang. Penat lelah susah senang dua tahun bersama, tak kan aku nak gelak sesorang bila results aku okey. Semoga mereka mendapat yang terbaik. InsyaAllah.
  
Tapi tak lupa juga buat yang berjaya. Yang mendapat results sederet A bintang semuanya. Tahniah! Korang memang hebat! Dont forget to award yourself and your efforts. Gunalah duit raya rm20 tu, pergi drive-thru KFC ke apa. Penat tahu dak A-level dua tahun, dengan tidur malam yang pukul 3 pagi, lepas tu bangun pukul 6 pagi. Huih, penat penat. Tak tipu penat. Tu baru fizikal. Mental korang mesti lagi cekal kan kan.

Apa-apa pun. Life aku di bumi Shamrock baru sahaja hendak bermula. Doakan yang terbaik untuk my next phase ek! Amin.. 

Gambar grad bebudak MARA di KY. Sorry lah baru nak letak kat sini. Ngeh ngeh.

p/s: Bebudak A-level Edexel, all the best for the results yang kabo nye esok! Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya. =)

Golden

Short update.

Alhamdulillah.

One more interview. Must be done before 10th of March, I am so freaking cuak right now. I mean after  a month of no-interview sessions. And now, here it is again, and this time, it is a video interview. Yes, we'll be communicating through our desktop screen. 

May Allah makes eases.

Royal College of Surgeon Ireland.

Amin.

Pray for me ya? =)

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah

I finally finished for both of my medical school interviews. 

Uni of Liverpool and Uni College Cork.

I can't say much about it.

I had made my best and pray for the very best outcome.

All the experiences are different in their own way. 

They are not even the same as the mock interviews that I had before.

I received such an unbearable views from my reference writer, Mr Vroege during my mock interview with him as I can't answer properly to his question about immunity and vaccination.

But medium-pitch applause to my mock with Mr Tony Finch, although I felt like some lacking in my answers but still he graded me amazingly, well. Or was he being just nice? I don't know but he was really kind and interesting man to talk to.

My third mock with my former psychology teacher Mrs Beadsworth whom before I rated her as a serious, sometimes sarcastic teacher. But during my mock with her Alhamdulillah, my answers caught her attention, because her question was more into 'this and that situation and how you deal with it'. Psychology helped, although just for As. And what make me even happier was, she said, "If I am the interviewer for Liverpool Uni, I will glad to take you in". Yes I know, it was only a mock interview, but it did bring me on the cloud nine.

Conclusion, I do not know what to feel... 

And at the end of the day, one thing for sure, I have faith in Allah.

Regardless everything that had happened, I am going to start studying.

He knows BEST.

Kak Zahra once wrote on my notebook, 

"Have Faith in Allah."

Kak Azie always keep myself reminded of,

"Diantara keberhasilan pada akhir perjuangan adalah berserah diri kepada Allah sejak permulaan"

ibnu Ata'illah

And the wall message that I got from kak Tipah this morning,

"Hasbunallah wa nikmal wakeel"

Cukuplah Allah menjadi Penolong kami dan Allah adalah sebaik-baik pelindung.

Alhamdullillah. 

A Step Closer

I have not update my blog for a long long time.

I guess.

Titttt tittttt... *message tone

Alhamdulillah! I am so happy after I read Nisa's text. She got an offer letter from the PMC. You know how much I love Nisa and I always pray for her every dreams will come true. Get the grade, and she off to Dublin. I am so happy. Not just about recently I'd got a text in the middle of the night while I already was in my beautiful sleep, Eza texted me saying that she passed her Ausmat exam with flying colors. InsyaAllah, she will be flying to Ausie this February. I'm not sure which uni she will choose as both Uni of Adelaide and National Uni of Ausie want her so bad. *haha. I wish u luck Eza!

And me, =')

Alhamdulillah, this morning I'd read the email. IUMC called me for interview. Alhamdulillah.

And the panel is from Uni College Cork! My first uni I put on my IUMC application form.

Ya Allah, I'm so grateful and I want this with all my heart if I could say. 

Please please please Almighty God, spare me one place at Cork. I really want this. 

Bismillah. Doa. Usaha. Tawakkal.

There are no secret ingredients. 

College is reopening. Cant wait to grad. eheh. 4th sem baby.

E=mc2

Bismillah..

Heart to heart conversation is a rare occasion that I use to do in Ky. The reason is, there are only few people who you can talk to, well, people who understand what you really feel. Thank you dear friends who always being a good listener every time I need you, you know who you are.

fly balloon fly

To my dearest classmates, Eja and Mat, all the best in your final Ausmat examination which is happening now! I know you guys are the best, you have done this thousand times, and I am sure you will be just fine for this one. I am looking forward to be able to send both of you to the KLIA next February. My warm prayer will always be with you both, insyaAllah. Make me proud kids! ^^

Eheh, dah habes sesi hati ke hati yang lagi satu ni.

Ni masuk bab sem 3. Currently, minggu belajar ada lagi berbaki 5 minggu which mean that masa semakin suntuk! For update, aq still termengah-mengah nak catch up chapter integration dengan Mr Mahadzir yang menggantikan Miss Aizan yang menunaikan ibadat Haji di tanah suci Mekah. Wat to do wat to do.

Bismillah.... 

This friday is the dateline for IUMC application which is the one that I'm really hoping for. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah jalan hambaMu yang kerdil ini ke Ireland. Medic, 5 years. Amin, amin, amin...

"Life is not a gamble. You choose what you want to be. Have faith."

A-level. CIE. Thank you for all the memories. Bila terfikir balik, nanti tamat belajar kat Ky Jun tahun depan, apa yang aq nak ingat pasal Ky ek? Mungkin dah bleh start taking lots of pictures from now on. The view, friends, teachers, the one and only bilik D, chalet L-45 (baru menang the cleanest female chalet in conjunction with the Health Awareness Week), and surau as-saad.

"Identifying something unidentified is harder than justifying the E=mc2.

Emotion falls under that something."

Nanti lah, kita tengok sendiri, apa perasaan yang bergelojak sewaktu tibanya hari meningglkan Ky. Adakah happy tak ingat? Adakah sedih meratap pilu? Ataupun bercampur-baur antara suka dan duka?

Eheh. Merapu.

p/s: Semalam sambut birthday Mr Vroege. Happy 50 sir! Thank you for teaching me Biologos! 

Eco-Trip 2012

Status: Finishing my homeworks, pure Maths, Chemistry and IELTS tasks. Although I know that I probably not going to make it all of them today, at least I am trying. 

Music: Viva viva la Espana.

Confession, I did stay up late yesterday for the sake of watching the final euro match, Spain vs Italy. Yes, I did fall asleep sometimes in the middle but just for few minutes. And the result was beyond I expected although I really wanted to see Spain won the title again, 4-0 was totally humiliating for Italy. Way to go Spain!

Well, I do not propose to talk about the Euro actually coz it will never end. Here the main purpose.

Last week, the second semester ended dramatically with all the tears and goodbyes. Then, all the students of Kyuem bade farewell to the each other especially the seniors-seniors and the seniors-juniors. Juniors-juniors? Nahh, we just went home without any regrets. HAHA

Sunday, 24th of June, 48 bio students including me, joined an annual trip organised by Biology department called Eco-Trip to Perlis State Park. It was a four days trip. Lawatan sambil belajar laa lebih kurang. Because it involved analyzing, determining problems, and planning skills that we will require for our paper 5 Biology in A2. So yeah, memang an education trip laa. The journey from Ky to Perlis State Park took 6 hours of back-ache on bus. Dizziness was reduced as I only listened to my mp4 and ate nothing during the journey. Thanked to Jida, Mas and Husna who kept offering me food, but I had to pass with all respect.

The activities that we had were so much fun. I was in group 2 and the members were awesome. We got May as our dedicated team leader, Jidah, Husam, Hui, Ayiesha, and Mursyiida. What I enjoyed the most was the 'Night Walk'. We went to see the waterfall. The water was so cold and crystal clear. But I can't get the picture of it because it was very dark. Other activities were, soil study, set up the light trap, catching the butterflies and identifying the species, set up pitfall traps and identifying insects species.

Nothing much to talk about ,so just enjoy the pictures!

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The arrival.

My group 2

our light trap! We shared it with Mr Vroege' group 1

Identifying the insects' species

I had no idea what it was, a giant centipede maybe?

our second pitfall 

wajah-wajah bercahaya, menggali tanah.

tekun

soil study!

More pictures in my fb account if anyone wants to see them. I will be going to Langkawi tomorrow. Till then, bubye. Have a nice day!

Us. ^^

p/s: Nisa insisted me to mention her name. So, yeah, miss Nurfatinun Nisaa Aziz is a hard-die-fan of my blog. Awwww, *touched.

Belfast

Status: I attended the Muslim Leadership Camp during the weekend. Awesome dohh! Nanti balik Kelantan aq buat entry pasal MLC tu okie! ^^

Music: Sesungguhnya by Raihan

Raihan never fails to gain my respect because from what I know, they are the only nasyeed team that do not present their songs about love between the opposite genders.

Originally taken at Belfast by Affan. ^^ Aq curi satu yer!

Sumpah cantik. Subhanallah.

The road to Jannah is not straight. There's a curve called Dunya, a loop called Money, speed bumps called pleasure and temptations, red lights called Enemies & Satan. But on the positive side, if you have a spare called Salah, an engine called
La illaha Illallah, an insurance called Imaan, a driver called Muhammad Sallalahu Alai Wasallam(peace be upon him)

In sha'Allah you'll make it to a place called Jannah....♥:)

Bismillah...

"Ya Allah, permudahkan lah urusan hambaMu ini. Lapangkan lah dada hambaMu ini. Teguhkan lah iman dan aqidah hambaMu ini. Lindungilah hambaMu ini di sepanjang jalan dakwah menegakkan agama Mu Ya Allah."

Lillahitaala.