IT is NOT easy

Bismillah

"Whenever the Medics made a status on fb, 'Alhamdulillah' or 'I am so happy right now', people will assume that the person gets an offer."

Probably getting the offer is the most happiest and most grateful news of a medic can get. It is true, but there are so many other things that we can be grateful of. Or maybe people don't make a status of other things on fb. Who knows.

Studying at home is very challenging. I salute all the students who can study like very khusyuk and fokus at home. I mean, with all the temptations, they were hard to resist. For me is babysitting, although how much I would like to say NO to my sister when she asked me to babysit Danish, I can't. Because I love Danish. 

Who can say NO to this cute boy? Well played sis!

Allah. I love being at home. Alhamdulillah. 

BTW, I finally finished spending my book vouchers. And I managed to buy about 18 books. When I get to read those? InsyaAllah, three months after A-level would be quite a 'books and me' moment. I am looking forward for that day. 

May Allah bless.

Gottago.

Stress Reliever

Status: I am not sleepy at all. For now.

Music: SOS by the Jonas brothers.

I had successfully awakened myself all night. Yes. Watching the UEFA champion league from 3.45 to 5.50 am. Way to go Syifa. It was a stress reliever. I had devoted myself for two months of no-football-night-in-Ky, So, I deserved this. Besides, it was Bayern Munich vs Arsenal. I can't simply miss it. Well, sleeping has always being a priority for me, because when I am sleepy, I can't do a thing. So, I had well-prepared for the night. So, I took a can of nescafe. Yes, I had disturbed my sleeping pattern by taking caffeine at very late night. And I succeeded to hypnotize myself (in a good way) to not fall asleep. Nonsense! Haha. If I want, I can just sleep at 11pm and wake up at 4 am. But it was I who cannot sleep, so, I got the reward of watching football! Yeay!

Did I say stress reliever? Pardon me, because it was the opposite meaning actually. Arsenal had won over Munich with 0-2 but due to aggregate 3-3, yes, Munich won on away goals. So sad. I am terribly sad. What am I expect? Winning of course, after so long not watching football.,, but I should be satisfied laa kan, the gunners had done their very best. Koscielny's goal had lifted my emotion for a while although it already was at minute 86. Nicely done! 

Well, two goals were not enough. Bye bye this season. Oh well, did I mention I had not seeing Arjen Robben for a very long time? Yup, I haven't. The last time I saw him was,, probably during the world cup 2010. And he looked so old but yet still energetic. Kesian Robben asyik kena tackle jer. Haha. And ohoi dah lama jugak tak tengok Rosicky main or it was me yang dah lama tak tengok match? hehe..

Apaapapun, jersey away Arsenal nampak cantik bila dorang pakai yang long-sleeve nyer. Dari jauh nampak purple but it is blue. Mmmph. should I reconsider buying the home jersey and choose the away jersey instead? Eh, hari tu organic chem dapat B, so NO jersey for this month. Padan muka. 

The Lion King

I was once thought that the adult Simba is very handsome.

Oh wait, I still do. =)

Kee Yaa Suu

Home. 2 weeks.

What I love about being home:

1. I feel complete

2. Umi and Abah

3. I can laugh out loud. Like seriously loud

4. Comfortable bed.

5. I am not afraid.

6. Late nights. Anything could happen.

7. The mosque in front of my house.

8. TV

9. My bank lives in the house. Abah, again.

10. Shopping with Umi, baking with Umi, cooking with Umi and watching 'drama Melayu' with Umi.

Have I told you I return home for study weeks?

Yes, I am. Trial approaching near. Gottago.

He is watching

Have I told you I am a fragile and soft-hearted girl?

Yes I am. Believe it or not. 

Mood swing, feel so happy for a while when watching the dikir barat performances on conjunction with Malam Citra Budaya. But when I slapped myself into reality, hey Syifa, wake up! 

Cinta Allah. Forever to be grabbed. Seek taubat Syifa. Fast, now.

"Tuhan tidak pernah menjanjikan satu hari tanpa ujian dan halangan dalam kehidupan ini,

tetapi Dia menjanjikan kekuatan buat kita setiap hari untuk melalui semua ujian yang Dia beri."

~Quoted~

Tak faham lagi?

Sahih International

Say, "O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah . Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful."

Malay

Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): "Wahai hamba-hambaKu yang telah melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri (dengan perbuatan-perbuatan maksiat), janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, kerana sesungguhnya Allah mengampunkan segala dosa; sesungguhnya Dia lah jua Yang Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

 Az-Zumar: 53

=')

Go Go Gunners

Status: Deeply sad and emotional unstable. 

Music: Run by Snow Patrol

I should hide my face now. Yesterday, I promised myself if I got A for my organic test, I will reward myself with a new Arsenal jersey. And the test was this morning. And based on what I answered, A seems quite high to be grab. So sad. I want that jersey so bad.

Well, I think we shall wait for the marks.

And have I told you about another sad story about the new sweater I'd just bought?

Few months ago, I saw a very prettay sweater at the mall. And you know what I saw, I thought I saw a Liverpool badge on the left corner of the sweater. And it was blue in color. I was pretty sure that it was Liverpool. Well, although I am very much a Arsenal girl, but I do not hold any grudge towards Liverpool as it is my Abah favorite team of all time. Actually I did look for Arsenal's but I can't find it, so when I saw the Liverpool's, I just quickly grabbed it and went to the cashier. If it was Liverpool's, I thought of having my Abah pay for it and surely he didn't mind.

Unfortunately, when I returned home, it was not Liverpool's, but Chelsea's!!!!  Stressed! You have no idea how much I hated Chelsea. And yet I accidentally bought it. Why on earth  that I did not look at the badge properly? What was I thinking, it is BLUE! BLUE I said! It made sense rite, Chelsea=Blue. Liverpool = never blue. I felt so stupid.

And the consequence for that regretted event, I kept the sweater in my closet at home for about two months. Buried it with a crushed hope and dream in the closet. (I am that dramatic when it came to football) And only last holidays, I remembered about the sweater, and made me thinking, I was the one who bought it, and membazir adalah amalan syaiton ni rojim. Therefore, I took it and brought it back to college. Sadly yes, but at least it occupied me when I was too lazy to put long sleeve shirt on when my stomach was grumbling and I had to go to the dining hall. 

Although I hated when people asked me spontaneously, "Aik, asal Chelsea dohhh?", I think, I have to bear with it. Whatever. An Arsenal keychain is hung on my bag but I wear Chelsea's sweater instead. How ironic was that. 

Never mind, I knew I am always a Gunners. Just pretend that you see my case as Van Persie's betrayal to Arsenal and went to MU, or Henry's immigration to Barca long long time ago, or or Reyes decision to Madrid. Similar case huh. Whatev.

Tojo must be 'gelak'ing me when he knew about this story. Well, as if I am going to tell him. Memang tak la kan. Salam berhujung minggu.