Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah
I finally finished for both of my medical school interviews.
Uni of Liverpool and Uni College Cork.
I can't say much about it.
I had made my best and pray for the very best outcome.
All the experiences are different in their own way.
They are not even the same as the mock interviews that I had before.
I received such an unbearable views from my reference writer, Mr Vroege during my mock interview with him as I can't answer properly to his question about immunity and vaccination.
But medium-pitch applause to my mock with Mr Tony Finch, although I felt like some lacking in my answers but still he graded me amazingly, well. Or was he being just nice? I don't know but he was really kind and interesting man to talk to.
My third mock with my former psychology teacher Mrs Beadsworth whom before I rated her as a serious, sometimes sarcastic teacher. But during my mock with her Alhamdulillah, my answers caught her attention, because her question was more into 'this and that situation and how you deal with it'. Psychology helped, although just for As. And what make me even happier was, she said, "If I am the interviewer for Liverpool Uni, I will glad to take you in". Yes I know, it was only a mock interview, but it did bring me on the cloud nine.
Conclusion, I do not know what to feel...
And at the end of the day, one thing for sure, I have faith in Allah.
Regardless everything that had happened, I am going to start studying.
He knows BEST.
Kak Zahra once wrote on my notebook,
"Have Faith in Allah."
Kak Azie always keep myself reminded of,
"Diantara keberhasilan pada akhir perjuangan adalah berserah diri kepada Allah sejak permulaan"
ibnu Ata'illah
And the wall message that I got from kak Tipah this morning,
"Hasbunallah wa nikmal wakeel"
Cukuplah Allah menjadi Penolong kami dan Allah adalah sebaik-baik pelindung.
Alhamdullillah.
