E=mc2

Bismillah..

Heart to heart conversation is a rare occasion that I use to do in Ky. The reason is, there are only few people who you can talk to, well, people who understand what you really feel. Thank you dear friends who always being a good listener every time I need you, you know who you are.

fly balloon fly

To my dearest classmates, Eja and Mat, all the best in your final Ausmat examination which is happening now! I know you guys are the best, you have done this thousand times, and I am sure you will be just fine for this one. I am looking forward to be able to send both of you to the KLIA next February. My warm prayer will always be with you both, insyaAllah. Make me proud kids! ^^

Eheh, dah habes sesi hati ke hati yang lagi satu ni.

Ni masuk bab sem 3. Currently, minggu belajar ada lagi berbaki 5 minggu which mean that masa semakin suntuk! For update, aq still termengah-mengah nak catch up chapter integration dengan Mr Mahadzir yang menggantikan Miss Aizan yang menunaikan ibadat Haji di tanah suci Mekah. Wat to do wat to do.

Bismillah.... 

This friday is the dateline for IUMC application which is the one that I'm really hoping for. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah jalan hambaMu yang kerdil ini ke Ireland. Medic, 5 years. Amin, amin, amin...

"Life is not a gamble. You choose what you want to be. Have faith."

A-level. CIE. Thank you for all the memories. Bila terfikir balik, nanti tamat belajar kat Ky Jun tahun depan, apa yang aq nak ingat pasal Ky ek? Mungkin dah bleh start taking lots of pictures from now on. The view, friends, teachers, the one and only bilik D, chalet L-45 (baru menang the cleanest female chalet in conjunction with the Health Awareness Week), and surau as-saad.

"Identifying something unidentified is harder than justifying the E=mc2.

Emotion falls under that something."

Nanti lah, kita tengok sendiri, apa perasaan yang bergelojak sewaktu tibanya hari meningglkan Ky. Adakah happy tak ingat? Adakah sedih meratap pilu? Ataupun bercampur-baur antara suka dan duka?

Eheh. Merapu.

p/s: Semalam sambut birthday Mr Vroege. Happy 50 sir! Thank you for teaching me Biologos! 

Thousands miles

Status: Just arrived at college. It took us thirteen hours of journey to Lembah Beringin. The traffic was lunatic! Poor Abangman, as he really want to watch the football match at 12 am.We reached Ky at 11.30 pm. Can you imagine what time will he arrive at Putrajaya? uhuk3.. Arigato ozaimashite!

Raya haji was fun! Family gathering and maen ngan kanak-kanak ribena at kampung. That were some of the reasons why I couldn't sacrifice my raya haji at kampung although the break was only for three days. Padahal two more weeks, I'll be balik kampung again. Yeay for that! hehehe..

Baru-baru ni, baca novel [tunas] by Hlovate. Ya Allah, bila baca that novel, I felt like crying. Not because the novel was sad, but it made me reminiscing my school days. The secondary school days. I am hundred percent agreed with the statement "Hidup kat asrama sangat best. Malah one of the best phase in my life." Rindu nya geng-geng Alphashine, my dormmate c2-1, prefect board, my fellow Hussenians, my batch 0610. Now, all of us masing-masing dah bertaburan di atas muka bumi Allah for our next life phase. InsyaAllah.. Moga Allah berkati dan permudahkan jalan yang kami semua pilih. Amin.

Dedicated to all my friends, wherever or whoever you are. ^^

Alhamdulillah di atas segala rezeki yang Engkau kurniakan kepadaku Ya Allah.. 

Bismillahirahmanirahim... The journey, again has started

=')

I'm Home and I'm returning to college

Bismillah,

For almost three weeks, I let my lappy laid down on the bed, waiting for me to return home from three *sumpahbusynakmati weeks in the college. Finally, we met again honey and I am  not going to leave you again (bajet cerekarama). I miss u.

Look to the sky and say Subhanallah. =')

I can't believe that I had done my sem exams, Ielts and DOfE trial expedition. It just happened so fast. Well, I suffered during Doe due to blisters on my feet. Mr Boler called our group, 'Blisters Group'. Since most of us had the same 'problem', me, Azie, Jida, and Fatin Sarah. ha ha ha.

I had done lots of mistakes in my life. Really, one of them is what I am doing right now. And I will not let myself suffer due to my selfishness of not trying to make it right. I made a promise, and I forget it. What a shame. Huh. Wake up Syifa. *opening my eyes using my fingers

Look at what Mr Alderson shared on his facebook wall

Thankfully, people are different

There are those who

1. Actually do something

2. Say they will do something

3. Can't be bothered to do anything

(most of us, me included, are the second kind)

Ceh, esok bakal having a long journey to Ky with my bro. Tiket bas habes. Luckily my brother will be driving his car to his uni. So, yeah, I am a passenger.

p/s: my childhood friend aka my neighbor who I used to play masak-masak, polis entri together with is getting married tomorrow! I am flabbergasted and still do, but I am happy for her. May Allah bless her marriage. Amin.

Neverland

Status: Sad. 

When I was a little girl, I lived my life just the way a child should. (Well, I think I was)

I love comics, I love anime, I am a Disney-girl, I watched Club Disney Malaysia, Kfc Hour, Studio D, power rangers, dragonball and many more. To think about them, I watched tv a lot.

"Sesape yang tak baca komik dragonball masa kecik-kecik dulu, zaman childhood korang dah deprived.."

kata-kata Inche Gabbana sewaktu talk beliau di Ky Jun lepas. Well, agreed with that.

I have collections of comics in my house, although some of them are all over the places. I read Dragonball, Conan, Doraemon, Dr Slump, Slamdunk, Taufan Limau Tachibana, Anak Sateria (kungfu boy Chinmi),  Naruto, and Midori no hibi, Prince of Tennis, Bleach, dan sewaktu dengannya tu kira added collections as they were compiled in Arena as well as Kreko kan. Huh. It is good to know that I was once a kid, and here are the proofs. Hehe..

There were more. Not just I read them, I also watch them to get the extra knowledge and 'pemahaman berganda' about the story. Nampak betapa gigihnya aq dulu? Dragonball, setiap hari Sabtu dan Ahad pukul 9. Heh, memang aq suka bangun awal an. 9.30 am Sailormoon. Hah memang. Tak habes dengan tu maen plak game kat gameboy, pokemon, digimon, king of fighters (oh my Kyo Kusanagi).. 

Kids...

If I can list them all pon best gak an. Those I read and watched.

Foinnee, we will start with the anime: (Of course there will be lacking of them because I already forgot the title for some)

1. Doraemon
2. Dragonball (Gohan)
3. Conan (minat ngan Heiji Hatsutori)
4. ShinChan
5. Minori no Hibi
6. Rave Master (Haru, Elie, Plue)
7. Pokemon (Ash, Misty, Pikachu.. Yang ni siap maen game lagi. Pokemons favorite Bulbasaur, Typhlosion and Swampert)
8. Digimon (yang ni banyak ngat season an, tpi paling suka yang Digimon 02 n Tamers. Frontiers ke atas tak layan sangat)
9. Sailormoon
10. Dr Slump (Arale, Gatsu, Akane)
11. Naruto (Hyuuga Neiji! woot woot)
12. Prince of Tennis (Echizen Ryoma)
13. Mirmo Zibang (Dylan!)
14. Petite Princess Yucie
15. Power Rangers! (All time favorite, especially Time Force and Lightspeed sebab ada Carter, eheh)
16. Grander Musashi
17. Curious Play (Tamahome hot)
18. Masked Rider
19. Ultraman (aaacaner leh lupa, Ultraman 80 is my choice)
20. Chobits
21. God! Save our king.
22. Inuyasha
23. Medabots
24. Hamtaro
25. Fruitbaskets
26. Cardcaptor Sakura
27. Ranma 1/2
28. Honey and Clover
29. KungfuBoy Chimmi
30. Space Battleship Yamato
31. School Rumble
32. Tsubasa Chronicle
33. Paradise Kiss
34. Kimi ni Todoke
35. Chibi Amruko Chan?

And here goes with the matsalleh's cartoons

1. Dragon Tales (sumpah citer ni best. Sila gugel ntuk extra informasi)  
2. Martin Mystery
3. Meet the Robinsons
4. The Powerpuff Girls
5. Tom and Jerry
6. Totally Spies
7. Hanna and Barbera's Flintstonne, The Jetsons, and Scooby Doo
8. Peterpan!
9. Tarzan
10. All Disney princesses
11. Toystory
12. Xmen
13. Frankly speaking, all the Pixars. The Incredibles, Up, Nemo, Monster Inc, The Bugs Life n etc.
14. How to train your dragon
15. Garfield
16. Barney and Friends
17. Teletubbies
18. Sesame Street
19. Popeye
20. Woody woodpecker
21. Looney Tunes cartoon
22. The Magic School Bus
23. Justice League
24. Chip and Dale
25. The Ghostbusters
26. Lady and the tramp
27. Lion King babeyh!
28. The Iron Giant (this story is so sad, I watched it when I was 6 years old)
29. Mulan
30. Hunchback of Notredame
31. Road to El Dorado
32. The Land before time
33. Cars, Wall e
34. Atlantis The lost Empire
35. Sonic The Hedgehog
36. Pinky and the Brain

Melampau tak? And there's more. Pengsan gak laa nak tulis. hehe

Well, well,.. impressive tahap taiko jugak laa kan masa kecik-kecik dulu. I miss my childhood. Agak-agak nanti bila dah jadi Doctor nanti, bleh lagi tak nak melayan cartoon network, Disney n Animax bagai? InsyaAllah.. =')

Old times, great times. 

Random

Status: I miss my blog. Eheh. Bajet jiwang renyai-renyai.

Will be leaving home for 'beloved' Ky this Saturday. Oh my my.. Frankly speaking, dear, I am not finish with my revision yet especially Maths. *fainted.

And today I will 'lepakking' and ber'bbq'ing at Perdana Resorts. Whattttt?

"Hamboi hamboi Syifa, ko ingat ko cuti summer break kah?"

Mouthwatering.. Eh! lari topik.

Life in Ky is seriously at its peak of craziness.. Of course I am not yet sitting for the A2. But this semester is a roller coaster busy! I have my DOE trial expedition after my Ielts exam. 

Seronok tengok gambo2 seniors yang sudah fly and bergumbira di tanah penjajah. Dekat instagram, facebook semua.. Teringat lagi dulu sama-sama sedih, sama-sama risau, sama-sama cakap "lambatnya laa nak habes study kat ky ni.." dan macam-macam lagi.. Tup tup dorang dah fly.. Heh. Sentimental karat.

Ky.. I dont know what is the indicator of my happiness here. Most probably the girlfriends. Without them, I ain't be this strong. And the journey of tarbiyah, I gain a lot from Ky people. They are awesome. Sometimes I feel like I am a little girl who is only able to nod my head when I heard their 'sharings'.

Amni, Nabila, Masturah, Jida, Husna, Aisyah Mazlan, Ulfah, Azie, Amalina, Diyana, Syifa', Ema, Fad and others are my special girlies. Thank you, no word can describe how I appreciate them. They are my crying shoulders. May we will be spreading in Uk, Eire, Aussie, and all the countries that are destined for us to be. I always pray to my Lord so that this sisters-bonding would never fade. InsyaAllah..

"Pada hari itu sahabat-sahabat karib: setengahnya akan menjadi musuh kepada setengahnya yang lain, kecuali orang-orang yang persahabatannya berdasarkan taqwa (iman dan amal soleh)."
(Az-Zukhruf 43:67) 

 The days ahead in Ky, I will try my best to cherish them. I don't like Ky as a place for my preparation years, but I love it because the people there. Well, some of them. Don't take it wrong, Ky is still the best A-level college in Malaysia. 

October

Status: I decided to update my blog after so long.. Why no updates? I'd been through many obstacles and hurdles for the past 2 months. But He always guided me all the way. No worries =')

But I never stop walking. I am a strong girl! yeah!

People said, bad times only make you stronger, well I have to agree and move on and...

My Ucas application,

1. University of Aberdeen

2. Cardiff University

3. Newcastle University Upon Tyne

4. University of Liverpool
5. Sheffield University (Biomedicine)

I have every specific reasons why I choose for those universities. Certainly not putting my utmost hope for all of them but Allah knows best for His slave. Medic is one tough job. I will apply to all the medical school in every possible country. May Allah bless my path. InsyaAllah. And we'll see where will I be in September next year okay. ^^

My semester examination in less than a week from now. And after that Ielts examination. Band 8.5 baby!

Amin...