Random-talks

Bismillah.

Yesterday I made one post in fb about my dissatisfaction on how a person commented on me on a piece of junk paper, and you know what I am not the only person who got 'the sumpah-tak-boleh-blah comments'. There were few other members as well who also got that terribly-not-well-organise-harsh comments. Well said girl, you are so brave. I mean, if you have guts to comment like that on paper, I am sure you have no probs on talking one on one will ya? But no, I am not going to make a chaos out of this. Really, people are not as nice as they look like. The person who wrote 'it' might be the person who once sat beside me in Chemistry class. I am not pointing my finger to anybody, just saying. Only Allah knows.

Well well well,

I hate repaying hatred. So lets move on. As I attended Czech Republic medical school talk, I noticed that Czech wasn't bad after all. And the living cost there is not as high as Uk, like daaahhhh.... Only few who turned up at the talk, but I am getting a good insights through their briefings. But of course, I am crossing my fingers to Ireland, if the God permits.

My conversation with Abah was always interesting. My Abah is a kind of man who is very fond of gadgets. I called Abah just now, and guess what, he has had a new Iphone 5. Jealous. Haha. Well-updated Abah. And I am just like a mak nenek babbling through the phone, "Ya Allah, bukea ko ado doh handpon, beli pulok wak gaponyo? Eeee,,, banyok pitih weh datuk ni..." And the rest was history. And one sad news was, I called home and my Umi just went to Langkawi for 4-days meeting and next week I will return home for chinese-new-year break but unfortunately my parents will off to Labuan. I is sad. haha..

Till then folks, 

I have to study. Chem and Maths. Tests are on Friday. Bye.

Sometimes people just don't care about your feeling

Random title though

We may care so much about somebody, yet when we are in trouble they act like they have nothing to do with us. When they were asking for our helps, we are never ever have the guts to say no. But when we need for their 'yes', they are not willing to give one. This is life.

I am not going to sigh. But this is reality. Maybe I'd done something bad to them before? I just don't know, no clue. I always hear the phrase "treat others in a way you want to be treated". So I guess I have to let it go then. I will not keep neither this frustration or disappointment, because I will not have any good for having them. My Lord and my Rasulullah pbuh taught me to forgive. So, I forgive you. And yeah, I'm seeking for the persons who I had to apologize for thousand times too. But maybe it takes time to forget right? Don't worry, I will.. InsyaAllah.

Sahih International

And whoever is patient and forgives - indeed, that is of the matters [requiring] determination.
42:43

I let everything go this time. Although my heart was cracked to pieces and whatsoever. I have to bear with it. Allah knows the best for me. Tak der rezeki kowt this time. tak ape-ape lah..  

To kawan-kawan, kalau buat salah dengan orang, cepat-cepatlah minta maaf. That is the 'magical words' to distinguish the flame in someone's heart. 

May Allah bless.

Life what you make it

Dear life, please be colourful. I wish to be happy, I wish I could be a better slave for HIM, I wish I am a better ummah, I wish I am a daughter that every parents would love to have, I wish I am a wonderful companion, I wish I am an excellent student, I wish I don't feel bad about my life...

But all of them are just wishes.

Did I wish for my efforts to be enough to get what I wish for?

Ungrateful.

There's should be a large space for Allah, Rasul, Islam..

Ungrateful again.

By time, mankind is in loss,

Sahih International

Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience.

 You knew what surah is this. =)

Thank You Allah. Alhamdulillah.

Heart box a.k.a Kotak Hati

I am in the mood kiasu.. but I feel so alone, so empty... To be frank I don't like this kinna feeling....

Ya Allah, please fill my 'kotak hati'.

tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

berbaring renung kita ke bulan
lagu yang ku tulis ku nyanyikan
lagu cinta tentang kita berdua
yang kan kita kenangi hingga tiba masa

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

mimpi mimpi
yang tak kembali
aku janji
janji takkan pergi

tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

mimpi mimpi
yang tak kembali
aku janji
janji takkan pergi

 Still don't have much time to update about the MYC. Sorry guys, I will, soon insyaAllah.

Seeking for the courage~

Mood: Cuak, tomorrow my class start~

Music: Firework by Katy Perry

You guys know wat? I purposely skipped my swimming lesson. hahaha~ I don't think that Mrs Beadsworth will be looking for me as I will meet her in the psychology class, so, I just buat muka blurrr jer. Chillaxx laa,,.. =D

And yeah tomorrow is a new beginning for me. Nak laa tengok gak kan wat my corroded brain still get, I mean, err you guys know laa kan... I only have one free block tomorrow, so, will be going to RC jer kowt.. (free block is tak ader kelas, RC= Resources Centre) Well, dear readers, Ramadhan is approaching near. InsyaAllah, jika panjang umur I, bertemu lagi dengan bulan penuh keberkatan tahun ini, segala puji bagi Allah swt. =)

Ayat for today is from surah luqman, becoz this morning, I went jogging around the Ky nyer kawasan. The best thing at Ky is the scenery is so green taw, bak kata Amni feel more close to nature...

Sahih International

He created the heavens without pillars that you see and has cast into the earth firmly set mountains, lest it should shift with you, and dispersed therein from every creature. And We sent down rain from the sky and made grow therein [plants] of every noble kind.

Oh ya, tazkirah subuh for this morning is about bersyukur, klu kter tak bersyukur kita menjurus kpd bidaah, and yeah, the tazkirah was delivered by Hijjaz Adenan, the Muscom president. 

"Grab your gear, lad, the clock is ready. Pushing seconds towards midnight. By the end of the day, you're charred"

I takowt taw for tomorrow, I know that my life wud be very, seriously hectic after this. Camne klu I tak leh catch up? Nauzubillah.... Ya All ah, permudahkan lah urusan hamba-Mu ini...

"Gapo gak bendo hop mudoh dale dunio ni acu try oyak."

~ Words from a friend of mine. Thanx. hahaha~ sape tak faham bleh asked me privately taw. Btw, I just know him gitu2 jer, we'll never talk except by fb. But, he do help me to top-up my confidence level. And I won't reveal him to anyone.. hahahaha~

relaxxx....

waiting for me... as I look around beyond what I already see...

look up and focus... you know it's there...

the spirit is the most important....

it is crucial...

( if just as if.... there are lots of if....

in this reality... we can't expect anything to happen as

we wanted.... )

but please believe that....

then,, never give up hope...

faith has to stay on the lead....

(^^)

little thing that is touched

It is creeping me out....

my personal data base was being disturbed..

and yet I still feel so glad...

can't survive without them..

your presence is appreciated..

IT IS THE TRUTH..

be with me forever! :)

when IT rains, IT pours....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM....

no matter how hard, challenging the days ahead,

just remember to held your heads up high

and never give up, for some reasons

we live for awaiting His blessings...

to be positive, the rains pour to shower us with joys..

be happy eh! ^^

hahaha~ starting ber'quotes yang xleh blah.. LIKE!

for those who lacks of inspirations, just remember to share,

because "you are not alone..."

~that's came from Michael Jackson^^

To tell the truth, in anything that you do,

always mention, that to "have faith to the power inner side of you

which are always ready to come out and prove that

you can do anything beyond your expectations"

~ words from Oprah Winfrey

well, I love to see people inspiring others..

I wish I can do the same thing..

then, you will see that this world is more beautiful when you have companions..

it does and always be...

daRKness

mood: teringin nak minum hot latte~

music: theme music blog kak enin...

olmos a week right?? fuh... blurr and tired, awaiting for my 

'fairygod' brother to call me..  bnyak nak tnye neh! cpat lah call~

chickened out when I realised there are so many people out there

who I have to compete with... risaw~~

Ya Allah tenangkan lah hati hamba Mu ini...

dalam rumah yg serba gelap neh which I am the only person

yang still awake lg..

tiber2 jer rinduu my senior and also a sist to me

Kak Ainin Sofia.. I used to teman kak enin stay up studying

dlu kan kat hostel... she is my role-model taw!

kak enin,,!!! I still need your motivation words neh~

lacking of self-confident sesangat ni...

tolong Syifa plissss~~

p/s: pegi sekolah td for signing those copies of slip exam...

Don't play with my BRAIN

HAZARD!!! HAZARD!!!!

mood tak normal skang neh, bleh membawa kpd sakit mental 

yang minor.............

nampak tak?? that is my brain yg mseh normal dan sihat walafiat

ntah bgmna rupanya klu ia hampir EXPLODE!!

akibat pening mngisi scholars nyer form plus the upu lagi........

headache yang amat.. sigh~

SEEING THE FUTURE,,

running, cheering, climbing, walking...
all these steps are leading ahead right???
never feel tired of them.. as they are you're path..



keep walking.. if you fell, just hold on..
can you see the holder?
they are all along your journey...