Showing posts with label chilhood. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chilhood. Show all posts

Monday, July 15, 2013

Once upon a Ramadan #1

Wah wah kemaen ada part 1 bagai,
Semalam yakni pada waktu malam hari sebelumnya,
diri ini terfikir untuk stay up sahaja sehingga sahur oleh sebab badan tidak menunjukkan simptom-simptom untuk tidur. Lantas, dalam keadaan yang gelap dan hening, tangan menekan butang play pada tv untuk menonton 'Hansel and Gretel the witch hunters'..
Namun malangnya, fikiran lebih banyak melayang berbanding fokus pada cerita di hadapan yang mempunyai unsur 'action' yang sangat dasyat...

Dulu, sewaktu berumur 7 tahun, aku adik dan abang selalu berjaga malam di bulan Ramadan. Kerana percayakan kata nenek dan datuk "Bulan Puasa, syaitan iblis semua kena rantai, jadi takdela mende nak kacau demo semuaenye.." kami kanak-kanak sekalian tiba-tiba menjadi berani yang tidak semena di bulan Ramadan. Pada suatu malam, kami bertiga berbaring di common room di tingkat 2. Berbual-bual mengenai kartun menjadi kelaziman. Membincangkan perihal bagaimana Bulma si gila-gila boleh terkahwin dengan Bezita yang serius? Serta adakah Trunks sebaya dengan Goten? Dan mengenai betapa meluatnya aku melihat perilaku Hikari yang lembik ingin meraih perhatian Daisuke dan Takeru dalam Digimon serta betapa cantiknya gym leader Celadon City yang bernama Erika.. Semua isu inin adalah serius bagi kami..

Dan sewaktu satu pertiga malam tersebut, si abang telah mencadangkan agar kami semua tidur di balcony. Balcony kami bukanlah balcony yang proper kerana tidak mempunyai penghadang dan agak kotor berpasiran dan open air. Tanpa menunggu persetujuan majoriti, si abang telah membuka pintu balcony yang maha susah untuk dibuka dengan gigihnya.. Setelah berjaya membuka pintu tersebut, aku dan si adik diarahkan untuk memunggah toto dan bantal-bantal.. Kami menghamparkan toto lalu berbaring memandang langit. Subhanallah, masih teringat betapa cantiknya langit pada waktu itu dihiasi dengan bintang-bintang.. Even kanak-kanak pun sudah memahami erti keindahan ciptaan Allah.

Kami bertiga meneruskan perbincangan kami di luar rumah di atas balcony tersebut dengan bertemankan udara yang sumpah sejuk tapi nyaman... Siap pasang lagu raya lagi wahahaha.. Kalau bukan bulan Ramadan, mana mungkin kami berani untuk berada di luar rumah semalam... Dan kami berjaga sehinggalah waktu sahur. Sebelum Inche Abah datang mengejutkan kami, kami telah bersiap2 packing dan masuk ke dalam rumah serta berpura-pura tidur di tempat yang sepatutnya.. Manakan tidak, kalau rahsia kami berjaga diketahui Puan Umi, sudah tentu beliau menggunakan specialty beliau dalam memberi nasihat yang membina secara bertubi-tubi...

Dan dengan itu, kami semua ke sekolah dengan wajah yang kuyu dan tidak bermaya. Rakan-rakan sedarjah sudah pasti menyangkakan bahawasanya kami penat berpuasa....


Monday, March 11, 2013

The Lion King


I was once thought that the adult Simba is very handsome.


Oh wait, I still do. =)


Saturday, December 29, 2012

Dear Medics

I'm having  fever right now. Seems logic as the rainy days kept me in the blanket all the time. But the sun starts to rise and Kota Bharu has return to its normal temperature. Hot. So basically the changing of weather has make my immune system kinda confused. Hopefully not for long. Finishing The Big Bang Theory season 5 marathon back to back. 

Recently I had been buying some items which I myself was unsure about the need of them. Cute sweater blue in color, fingerless gloves, 3 rolls of mix chiffon for my knitting project, new sandals *yeay me!, pairs of socks, cotton bracelets, a silver ring, t-shirts and pants. Sounds like I spent a lot. Yes I was. Shopping had been a therapy for me, which was not a very economy-therapy-friendly. However, I felt the joy of possessing all of the stuffs. 


I was having a nightmare the other night. And I couldn't barely even spill it here, because it was very sad, and I crossed my fingers, nauzubillah, for it to be happened. Then, I left my bed and went downstairs straight to the kitchen to find my umi. Unfortunately I couldn't find her as she had a meeting at the school. What comforted me was  a bowl of coco crunch cereal with cold full cream dutch lady's milk. Yes, called it as breakfast. It just reminded me of my childhood. I was a girl, eating the cereals with no worry in her head. Go out and play with the neighbor in the evening. Having a fairytale dream of studying oversea and meet my prince charming who was British, Greg Sulkin most of the time, and soon become a cool doctor who always smile and treats the patients gently. Oh yeah, believe me, that dream was my childhood fairytale-like story that I wish to think of, except for Gregg Sulkin part. Freaky huh? I was four years old at that moment when I decided to become a doctor. People said everyone has their childhood ambition which turns out later the ambition change. Not in my case. As I grew up, the dream seems clearer and nearer. I wouldn't change it for anything. Although, after leaving school, people kept saying that "Drop it. Medic is way too hard to handle." "Less scholarships for medic" "If you do not get A+ for Bio, forget medic" and bla bla.. And it didn't stop there. In college, there were frequent reminders that the places for medic students are limited and it is not easy to enter the medical school. Some make it and some do not. I do not know about other people but that kind of words hurt and do not bring "we" up. Even some of my friends in college were changing their course. It was disheartening listened to your friends saying "There is no hope for me" "I'm not going to make it anyway" And I could say that I hate it. I mean, who are we to crush people's dreams. If you can't say any comforting words, just listen to them, avoid discouraging. 
(whoever being discouraging, you are blacklisted. Well, I already have few on my list)

Free to dream

I understand how it's like to fail. I fail lots of time. And I'm grateful that I was surrounded by some people who always see the positive in the negative. They always hold my hands when I'm about to sink like RMS Titanic on 1912. They are like eveready batteries when I'm out of chemical energy. They illuminate my path like charmander's tail in the cave when I lost my torchlight. How's that for metaphors? Huh? Huh?

What I'm trying to say is, Do not stop dreaming. But to realising the dreams, you have to say "Action!" Ignore all those negatives thought from yourself and other people. No one believe you more than you do. There is no NO when you say YES (besides Allah of course) And pretty please, reminder, note to myself as well, always always seek for His help. He wouldn't accept the prayer from those who do not truthfully pray to HIM (yakni orang-orang yang lalai) Other than that, He the Most Giving. I experienced it, and I want all of us do. 

Mariah Carey once said, "There's a hero if you look inside your heart" which means we are actually so tabah. No matter how much Carly Rae said, "And this is crazy", we still can make it possible! Dan jangan percaya bila Demi Lovato berpesan, "Sometimes you wish you'll be fine by yourself", sebab we need friends. A good friend is a friend who prays for you without you knowing it. And that's why Stevie Wonder said, "That's what friends are for".

Whoever yang tengah, dalam proses, atau bermimpi-jadi-kenyataan berkecimpung as Medic students, I wish you with all my heart, all the best! May we'll be blessed!

*HIGH FIVE!

Friday, October 5, 2012

Neverland

Status: Sad. 

When I was a little girl, I lived my life just the way a child should. (Well, I think I was)
I love comics, I love anime, I am a Disney-girl, I watched Club Disney Malaysia, Kfc Hour, Studio D, power rangers, dragonball and many more. To think about them, I watched tv a lot.

"Sesape yang tak baca komik dragonball masa kecik-kecik dulu, zaman childhood korang dah deprived.."
kata-kata Inche Gabbana sewaktu talk beliau di Ky Jun lepas. Well, agreed with that.

I have collections of comics in my house, although some of them are all over the places. I read Dragonball, Conan, Doraemon, Dr Slump, Slamdunk, Taufan Limau Tachibana, Anak Sateria (kungfu boy Chinmi),  Naruto, and Midori no hibi, Prince of Tennis, Bleach, dan sewaktu dengannya tu kira added collections as they were compiled in Arena as well as Kreko kan. Huh. It is good to know that I was once a kid, and here are the proofs. Hehe..

There were more. Not just I read them, I also watch them to get the extra knowledge and 'pemahaman berganda' about the story. Nampak betapa gigihnya aq dulu? Dragonball, setiap hari Sabtu dan Ahad pukul 9. Heh, memang aq suka bangun awal an. 9.30 am Sailormoon. Hah memang. Tak habes dengan tu maen plak game kat gameboy, pokemon, digimon, king of fighters (oh my Kyo Kusanagi).. 

Kids...

If I can list them all pon best gak an. Those I read and watched.

Foinnee, we will start with the anime: (Of course there will be lacking of them because I already forgot the title for some)

  1. Doraemon
  2. Dragonball (Gohan)
  3. Conan (minat ngan Heiji Hatsutori)
  4. ShinChan
  5. Minori no Hibi
  6. Rave Master (Haru, Elie, Plue)
  7. Pokemon (Ash, Misty, Pikachu.. Yang ni siap maen game lagi. Pokemons favorite Bulbasaur, Typhlosion and Swampert)
  8. Digimon (yang ni banyak ngat season an, tpi paling suka yang Digimon 02 n Tamers. Frontiers ke atas tak layan sangat)
  9. Sailormoon
  10. Dr Slump (Arale, Gatsu, Akane)
  11. Naruto (Hyuuga Neiji! woot woot)
  12. Prince of Tennis (Echizen Ryoma)
  13. Mirmo Zibang (Dylan!)
  14. Petite Princess Yucie
  15. Power Rangers! (All time favorite, especially Time Force and Lightspeed sebab ada Carter, eheh)
  16. Grander Musashi
  17. Curious Play (Tamahome hot)
  18. Masked Rider
  19. Ultraman (aaacaner leh lupa, Ultraman 80 is my choice)
  20. Chobits
  21. God! Save our king.
  22. Inuyasha
  23. Medabots
  24. Hamtaro
  25. Fruitbaskets
  26. Cardcaptor Sakura
  27. Ranma 1/2
  28. Honey and Clover
  29. KungfuBoy Chimmi
  30. Space Battleship Yamato
  31. School Rumble
  32. Tsubasa Chronicle
  33. Paradise Kiss
  34. Kimi ni Todoke
  35. Chibi Amruko Chan?

And here goes with the matsalleh's cartoons
  1. Dragon Tales (sumpah citer ni best. Sila gugel ntuk extra informasi)  
  2. Martin Mystery
  3. Meet the Robinsons
  4. The Powerpuff Girls
  5. Tom and Jerry
  6. Totally Spies
  7. Hanna and Barbera's Flintstonne, The Jetsons, and Scooby Doo
  8. Peterpan!
  9. Tarzan
  10. All Disney princesses
  11. Toystory
  12. Xmen
  13. Frankly speaking, all the Pixars. The Incredibles, Up, Nemo, Monster Inc, The Bugs Life n etc.
  14. How to train your dragon
  15. Garfield
  16. Barney and Friends
  17. Teletubbies
  18. Sesame Street
  19. Popeye
  20. Woody woodpecker
  21. Looney Tunes cartoon
  22. The Magic School Bus
  23. Justice League
  24. Chip and Dale
  25. The Ghostbusters
  26. Lady and the tramp
  27. Lion King babeyh!
  28. The Iron Giant (this story is so sad, I watched it when I was 6 years old)
  29. Mulan
  30. Hunchback of Notredame
  31. Road to El Dorado
  32. The Land before time
  33. Cars, Wall e
  34. Atlantis The lost Empire
  35. Sonic The Hedgehog
  36. Pinky and the Brain
Melampau tak? And there's more. Pengsan gak laa nak tulis. hehe

Well, well,.. impressive tahap taiko jugak laa kan masa kecik-kecik dulu. I miss my childhood. Agak-agak nanti bila dah jadi Doctor nanti, bleh lagi tak nak melayan cartoon network, Disney n Animax bagai? InsyaAllah.. =')

Old times, great times. 



Thursday, June 14, 2012

The Curtain is closed

Alhamdulillah. All praises to Almighty God. 
Akhirnya Advance Subsudiary (AS) telah ditutup tirainya.
Syukur, syukur, syukur.
I had done my part half way, and what's left is to make du'a always for Allah will grants me all As in the exam. Amin, amin, amin,. ^^

Time to muhasabah for everything that happened for the last two sems. There were always up and down. I need to improve as I have promised myself to do so. Growing up and become more matured. Independent. No more seniors to keep me alarmed about all things that I'd missed. Gonna miss them. 

I called umi yesterday, and seemed like baby Danish already can talk with me through the phone! Well done Danish Donat! hahaha~ And had a long chat with abah. I miss my family. Tak sabar nak balik Kelantan. Yeay! 

wowfunniestposts:

WHAT LOLOL.
 laugh trip
Had a long day HA HA HA seeing this. Miss Abah.  Camni kowt abah
jaga kitorang dulu ='D

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

I grew up with them =)


Mood: Wondering
Music: I'll always Remember You by Miley Cyrus

Pixie dust, Tinker Bell, and I always dream to go to Neverland. In Neverland, you will never grow up, you'll  remain as a kid. I don't wanna grew up :'(  I remember a quote from this movie, "A second star to the right and straight on to the moon, NEVERLAND"

"Keep Moving Forward" haven't you guys see this movie yet? I learnt to not ever give up no matter what challenges come ahead. Five star Walt Disney pixar. I gonna cry everytime I'd seen this movie. Meet The Robinsons.

Dismey Pixar UP.. Great stories as well as remarkable moral values.. "Thanks for the journey, now go have a new one!" You know what, I don't care if anyone said that I'm a Disney girl. Seriously I don't, because I grew up well with them. And what I love most about Disney, they inspires kids, everyone. To be frank, they taught me a lot. =)

This is the one that I remember all the time.... Yes, we have to accept the changes, it may be pain a while, but it will turn up better without we realise them. Be positive with your surrounding. Remember? "Ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind'' Thanks Lilo&Stitch!

Then of course, I learn to love and appreciate my friends more. Friends are diamonds, they are beautiful but they are rare. Handle'em with care and loves *hugs

 "Another chapter in the book, can't go back but you can look, And there we are on every page, Memories I'll always save, Up ahead on the open doors, Who knows what were heading towards? I wish you love I wish you luck, For you the world just opens up, But it's so hard to say goodbye..."
~ I'll always remember you lyrics~