Bismillah.
Sometimes I felt stupid when I get mad or "tercuit' over a small thing. Because I do not always behave like that but when I do, something has really come up. And it was very funny how to act when you want people notice the change in your behavior. Dang. *pinky cheek* Grow up weh, grow up.
But one good thing about me, when I get mad, it is not last for too long. Probably today, if I get mad over someone, tomorrow I am okay with it. The probability is 95% well if you are my kawan. Just let me sleep people. And everything will recover to my full HP up. I always hope that nobody will ever make a big deal of my stupidity and turn up at my room to apologize. I feel more and more embarrassed about my behavior.
Selepas tu mesti fikir, "Apa aku dah buat tadi... Bodohnya bodohnya..."
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failures all you've known.
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go.
Let it go.
And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
With no one there to catch you in their arms.
You build up hope, but failures all you've known.
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go.
Let it go.
And in a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace
Falling into empty space
With no one there to catch you in their arms.
But at least I do not get too carried away over emotions. It just don't suit me. Huh. Syifa is not a girlish, 'tacing-tacing' and 'sulking-sulking' kinda girl. Rosak coolness. Sumpah rosak.
Forgive and forget. I choose to forgive.
Forgive and forget. I choose to forgive.
P/s: Someone had grabbed away my respect. For so long, I 'd always look up to X. Somehow X was not as ''good'' as I thought. Well, X had shown her true color. Irritating and judgmental.
