Wresting

Bismillah.

I know this is not easy. But nothing is impossible. Gonna work hard to achieve my mission. 

"I always, always, and always have Allah by my side. So I am not going to give up."

^^

Subhanallah wa bi hamdihi subhanallah hil azim.

(Jadikan amalan ek!)

Rasulullah menerangkan bahawa ada satu amalan yang ringan dilakukan, tetapi mempunyai timbangan amat berat di sisi Allah. Amalan itu ialah ucapan Subhanallah wa Bihamdihi dan Subhanallahil Azim. Ini dijelaskan dalam sebuah hadis, daripada Abu Hurairah, Rasulullah bersabda: Dua kalimat yang ringan diucapkan dan amat berat di dalam timbangan serta dicintai oleh ar-Rahman adalah Subhanallah wa Bihamdihi (Maha Suci Allah dan dengan memujiNya) dan Subhanallahil Azim (Maha Suci Allah yang Maha Agung) (Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari dan al-Muslim). 

Trial, I'm coming

Flight at 8.00 am. Jumaat. 

May Allah eases everything.

Pray for my success!

Fainted

Status: Awaken. After being bashed with pails of clean water.

Bismillah.. 

Today is Monday. Tersedar. Bukak-bukak ni trial doeeeh! Panik. Tak nak dengar bila balik Ky, "Weh, aq tak study lansung kat rumah" Lepas tu mula la bersengkang mata malam-malam dalam chalet dengan berbekalkan coffee three in one. Cuba bayang kan yang ko nak habiskan semua syllabus AS tu dalam masa satu malam. Tak logik, tak logik. *dah terasa kena tampar belom?

Past years dah buat? Aq ingat lagi senior-senior masa minggu induksi lagi dah pesan, "Nak excel dalam exam, past years wajib habes buat. Khatam lagi baik!" Sapa setuju, angkat tangan! Foinneee.... Kononnya dah paham laa kan? 

Bio. Teringat akan Mr Vroege dengan tiba-tiba. Walaupun beliau tidak lagi mengajar aq, terngiang-ngiang jer dalam kepala nasihat beliau sewaktu dalam kelas. Err... not to mention dengan maksud yang cukup menikam jantung, buah pinggang, bertubi-tubi rasanya...

"You are not doing CIE just because you are forced to. CIE is for somebody who are willing to cope with difficulties and sacrifices. If you are weak, I recommend you to quit. If not, stop being a woman!"

*mahu pengsan sekarang tak?

Back to reality. Kate boleh buat. Bolehnyer laa.. Positive. Predicted grade chemistry based on this trial weh!(yang len pon aq raser memang amik result trial. eh, ke salah?) Sedor banyak-banyak! 


MAN JADDA WA JADDA

Wahai seniors yang dihormati, sesiapa yang baca laa kan.

Tolong bagi nasihat/brainwash kepada junior mu yang kerdil ini. Lempangan-lempangan secara mata pen juga dialu-alukan. 

Firman Allah SWT bermaksud:”Sesiapa melakukan kebaikan samaada lelaki atau perempuan,semuanya akan mendapat kehidupan baik didunia dan akhirat serta mendapat balasan baik daripada apa yang mereka lakukan"(surah An.Nahl,ayat 97).

Good Job Big Clap

Jie double 'O' di, Jay o bi. *repeat twice sambil tepuk tangan

Maaf. Random. "Papp!" Kena tampar sekali lagi.

BTS 2012

Status: I went back to the school. Believe it or not, yes, I am a ALUMNI now. I even registered to become one. And it costed me 50 penny *ringgit to be exact. Worth it ^^

Do enjoy the pictures!

We had paintball tournament! The team chose to be under Razak's house because we had 'orang kuat' Razak in the team. CA and Kak Adah. Not to mention Meji pon was a former Razakian. Keri need to akur although he was a former capt of Rahman. And we welcomed Kak Ida from batch 0004, the good news was she was  a Husseinian!

Gambar besar gedabak para pemain paintbal. Hajatnya nak buat team Ky . haha~

Saar-saat genting. Semangat dohh kitorang. =D

 

Hadek-hadek yang setia menunggu doa makan.  

We got a chance eating in these shiny silver trays again!
Hurrahhhh!

Capturing the big banner!

The pictures below otherwise are mainly describing how much I miss school. The daily routines. The places. They have millions of hidden memories lie in every each of them.

Tempat solat for girls. 

Tapak roll-call every morning

My superb Bio lab 1. 

The view from Masjid. Nampak hostel dimana lima tahun aq tinggal di sana. =')

I glad that I managed to meet my beloved accounting teacher in ko-op, teacher Norma! Miss her so much. And attention to my former classmates who read this post, "Weh, weh sep mu! Ticer Norma kim salam rindu! =) "

Ticer Norma: Syifa ni still tak berubah laa, tetap sama jer cam dulu, pastu selalu jer mintak ticer belanjakan.

Me: Mesti rr ticer, kalu saya berubah, nati ticer susah nak kenal saya ^^
Then teacher pinched my cheek, smiling. =)

Okeyh, tell me it is so sweet kan kan? haha~ I miss being a ''budak sekolah''.

The whole day went smoothly. Best sempat jumpa Imah, my deskmate kat sekolah dulu walaupun for only few hours jer. The activities were remarkable. I didn't join till the night. I heard that they had fun with the football, volleyball tournament. Good. 

Paling tabik dekat mana-mana alumni yang sanggup balik during cuti hujung minggu dorang for the sake of BTS. Should give them credits for that, Hanif Alif, CA aka Afif, senior NurAlam with his big motorcycle all the way long from Johor. Sumpah *salute.

I have no words. Speechless. Special thanks to all the organisers. They worked really hard for this event. All of them are very friendly. Thank you for the free t-shirt as well! Hopefully I managed to join more events by the Alumni in the future. Amin....


 *I can't stop smiling all day long. =)

Second Family Reunion

Bismillah

Sekitar program Back To School (BTS) esok.

Music: Di Siniku Berbakti *lagu sekolah

Sungguh coolio super-seniors ku. Bersemangat kot dorang buat program neh. And tak tahu pon yang from 21th March lagi dorang dah start bagi talk, ceramah kat Masjid Semesta every night. Klu tahu awal-awal, sumpah aq join kot. *rinduMasjidSemesta

Banner bertebaran di sekitar Kota Bharu. Walllawweh!

Siap buat Jersey lagi ^^

Featuring in Utusan Malaysia!

And also in Sinar Harian bertarikh hari nie. Tengok betapa gigihnya para super c-ni-ors
aq! *applause

 

Here is the major activities we're gonna do tomorrow!

 

 Ada paintball doehhhhh! *ceh, bersemangat laa plak. And yang paling aq nantikan adalah kareer talk. Banyak kowt yang aq nak tanya pasal medic! ^^ Alhamdulillah. The last time event BTS yang besar gedabak kat school dulu was in 2007. Tersangat laa ohsem. Hopefully ke'ohseman' BTS 2012 ni bertambah berdozen-dozen hendaknya.

Dan esok kami akan bersemangat assabiah for all the planned games mengikut rumah sukan masing2 sewaktu zaman persekolahan. Semangat housism akan menular secara bertubi-tubi esok. Huh. Aq tahu. Housist sangat dititikberatkan di sekolah aq. 

Apa nama nya dulu? Sistem rumah gemilang terbilang? *dah tak hingat. Memanglaa bukan seorang housecapt yang berdedikasi.

Ex-housecapts pon cam ramai jer nak turun padang esok. Kak Adah (Razak house), Keri (Rahman house), CA (Razak House) dan laen-laen.

Base on my observation in the group farisPetra, I can tell that the committee who organises this event was whole-heartedly dedicated to make sure this event is  a success. They even call-up meeting in KL to discuss about the program. And not to mention the convoy by train and cars to school. *Tabik spring.

Can't wait for tomorrow!

Once a Farisian always be a Farisian.

FarisPetra dihatiku. ^^

A single step

Status: Just finished watching 'Wake Up Sid'

Music: "wake up Syifa"

Life is a journey. Journey means that you are either walking or running. Non-stop, because when you stop, that would be the end of your journey. Along the journey, you left your footsteps behind. The footsteps became a sign or a proof that you already had passed through the path. It is good to look at it sometimes as in it becomes a reminder but certainly not good enough for you to obsess with what you had accomplished. 

"Learn and keep on learning."

Subhanallah. The world is so beautiful and beautiful is very subjective. People can describe beauty in term of the scenery, the people, the creatures, the food, the street-arts, the ocean and yet everything. But what is so special about the word 'beauty' is the way you imagine it in your mind. 

"Mind is the most devious, rebellious part that we all possess."

What is so beautiful about the world from my view?

Chances and opportunities

Yeah, SPM is a 'pisang-goreng panas' issue for today and I can assure that it will continue becoming a 'hot' topic for the rest of this week. But I would not talk about it of-course. "Result aq xder laa gempak maner pon jika dibanding dengan hadek-hadek zaman millenium skang neh". Enough, SPM was a nice-written, certified history by MOE, and to think about it, how are we who once a spm candidate, so stressed answering questions then circling the right answers, wrote a long, 'vocab-gempak', 'berkajang-kajang' essays during the examination. Masihkah kau ingat?

Back to topic.

We all said that "I have faith in Allah". But do we really, I mean really visualize on what we claim as our faith. Again, faith is a huge word. We tend to say something that we know but unfortunately we do not understand enough. 'Know' and 'understand'. They give different meanings. Don't get me wrong here. They both are equally important. We are not able to understand if we do not know. They are intertwining. 

Chances and opportunities. They are not free, they are not luck. They are rezeki. Rezeki do not always come with just prayer, they require hardships. By hardships, sacrifices are included. Therefore, prayer intertwines with hardships leads to chances, opportunities (if only if Allah permits). Hypothesis accepted.

"Yeah, yeah,, I already know about this. C'mon everyone know about this. Since when do you give lectures?"

Am sorry, what I had written is basically for me, myself. If I enthusiastically give lectures, it is for me. Because, I am a forgetful girl. Always repeat the same mistakes. Mistakes are not meant to be repeated, because each of them only happen once. If you are doing the same thing over and over and over again, it is not a mistake. Is is a habit. BAD HABIT. So, where is the lesson? *slapped

I personally am so afraid with tests, just give me any test, for sure I will started to cringe or worse crying inside. Questions will pop out of my mind. Why and why. During that moment, rational is no longer I am. Does a slave deserves to question her Master? The answer is I, again, forget that I am actually a slave. To who? You know who.

Clarification, thankful, grateful is the most important. Alhamdulillah. 

We may forget to say it, but don't forget to 'feel' it.

Hadirkan diri sebagai hamba. Hamba kepadaNya. Bukan hamba kepada keadaan mahupun dunia.

Takbir Allahuakbar!

Muscom 2012

Status: Rumah ohsem rumah.

Song: Damba kasih by Inteam

A new family was build. A family which I was never intended to be part of. A family of happiness, learning, and sharing.

Gambo yang direka dan diedit kemas oleh TP ngan Acap. Mavoles!

 

It is a bless. All of them are way to good to be described. 

InsyaAllah, everything that I have, I am willing to share. Although my 'ilmu' aka knowledge are not much, I seek for improvement. 

Syurah mates,

Ain and Aslam. Sila beri tunjuk ajar. Aq bukan lah berlatar belakangkan sekolah agama sebagaimana awak-awak berdua. Maafkan segala kekurangan diri ini. ^^

Sahabat-sahabat kental dalam Muscom, yang memberi dorongan kepada aq untuk memegang amanat ini, 

Ulfah dan Husna.

Tanpa anda berdua nescaya aq tidak ada keberanian untuk terjebak dalam Muscom. Sayang anda-anda.

Bismillah. Kami akan bekerja bersungguh-sungguh.

Discover the essence of humanity. *tetibe

 Babai.

Port Dickson

Lately I'd been posting about names of the places quite often. Since I went to this place for the very first time recently, it is a gratitude to spark a happy story rite?

Location: Brindley Training Camp, Port Dickson, N. Sembilan

Purpose: Muslim Leadership Camp (MLC)

Awesome facilitators:

Female: Kak Nova Adila, Kak Alia, Kak Ajah.

Male: Akmal Amri, Syukri Safuan, Huzaifah, and the rest, pardon me for not remembering.

Participants:
 




 

Activities:

1. Ta'ruf. Tell about your family and the most embarrassing moment in your life. The story that I remember is the story by Azri. When he accepted the role of being Tukang Karang in boria during MCB. He said he completely changed into someone else on the stage, and that is most probably would be ''kali terakhir'' for him to steal the spotlight and emerged in such performance. Dia cakap laa.. Kita tunggu dan lihat..

2. Werewolf game. Pernah maen tak? For the fist time ever I had been selected to receive such an honor title which was "werewolf". Yeah, I am the so-called devious werewolf, together with partners-in-crime, Fad, Ema, Azri, Aisyah Athirah. Five of us together co-operated very well to 'kill' all the innocent citizens. HAHAHA *evil laugh. Unfortunately due to my clean, innocent record, I was the first lucky werewolf who had been appointed out. CEH. Azmi's comment in order to get rid of me "Aq rser Syifa! Sebab untuk orang yang senyap, pendiam, first timer ni, dorang akan choose to keep quiet and not to talk much in order to not be suspected adalah sangat familiar and suspicious." Yakin jer ko kan?  =.= 

Masa maen werewolf. Yang duduk out of the circle tu, adalah mangsa2
yang berjaya 'dibunuh' oleh KAMI. =P

Sewaktu orang laen tidur, Adib, the oracle was awaken!

kegirangan rakyat yang 'mati' awal. eheh, Bolehkah begitu?

3. Games. "Snake'' human version. Macam dalam nokia 3110 tu.. Lepas tu, "untie the locked hands". And so on.

4. It was not about fun jer. We paid full attentions to all the interesting talk by the well-known ustaz's and penceramah's. Talk by ustaz Nizam Alias, exciting intertwining with humor as always. Talk by Ustaz Afwan, and also ustaz Husni. I did not remember which ustaz was from Intec. The topics included sinergi, musyawarah, dakwah berpandukan sirah. Best giler!

 5. Climax. We had been divided into four groups. We were assigned to prepare our own breakfast. The ingredients were one portion of raw, fresh chicken., 4 eggs,  2 potatoes, rempah kari secukup rasa. Tools? err.. aluminium foil, 'benda-untuk-menghidupkan-api', charcoals, mancis. Deadline was by 5 am. But all the muslimat and muslimin teams managed to finish our task by 2am. Boleh tahan jugak penatnya. Tak lupa juga ada yang berkiasu sambil jaga ayam. ^^ 

ingredients

Kegigihan Fad menyalakan api.

Confession. Ayam bakar para muslimin nampak lebih menyelerakan. Blurpp.

Overall conclusion. MLC tersangat laa best, gempak, hot, awesome.
Berbillion terima kasih buat Kak Nova, Kak Alia, Kak Ajah.

Keluarga bahagia saya di KYUEM ^^ Sayang anda semua. 

P/s: copyright pictures by MasMunirah yang kiut.

Belfast

Status: I attended the Muslim Leadership Camp during the weekend. Awesome dohh! Nanti balik Kelantan aq buat entry pasal MLC tu okie! ^^

Music: Sesungguhnya by Raihan

Raihan never fails to gain my respect because from what I know, they are the only nasyeed team that do not present their songs about love between the opposite genders.

Originally taken at Belfast by Affan. ^^ Aq curi satu yer!

Sumpah cantik. Subhanallah.

The road to Jannah is not straight. There's a curve called Dunya, a loop called Money, speed bumps called pleasure and temptations, red lights called Enemies & Satan. But on the positive side, if you have a spare called Salah, an engine called
La illaha Illallah, an insurance called Imaan, a driver called Muhammad Sallalahu Alai Wasallam(peace be upon him)

In sha'Allah you'll make it to a place called Jannah....♥:)

Bismillah...

"Ya Allah, permudahkan lah urusan hambaMu ini. Lapangkan lah dada hambaMu ini. Teguhkan lah iman dan aqidah hambaMu ini. Lindungilah hambaMu ini di sepanjang jalan dakwah menegakkan agama Mu Ya Allah."

Lillahitaala.

The promise

Status: Homework. Math test tomorrow. *fainted

Location: GH. (Great Hall) Minggu Citra Budaya night.

Si A, to be pronounced as Si A not CA. Si A is  a chinese guy in one of my classes at Ky.

Si A: Err, hello there, hye can you please pass me the camp(camera).

(He was sitting in front of me during the prize-giving ceremony and the camera was right beside me)

Me: Oh, here you go.

Si A: Thank you so much. (pause.......)  Are you the girl in my **** class? We are in the same class right?

Me: Yup, two classes actually.

Si A: Really? How come I didn't notice you at all. Oww, so you do talk?

Me: I do. I talk everyday.

Si A: But why you are so invincible? I don't think my friends will recognize you either. You should talk more laa. (He used as friendly tone as possible) 

Me: I am fine. Thank you. ^^

.........................................................................................................................

I was alone in my chalet. After Zohor, I found this. 

(14:21)

Sahih International

And they will come out [for judgement] before Allah all together, and the weak will say to those who were arrogant, "Indeed, we were your followers, so can you avail us anything against the punishment of Allah ?" They will say, "If Allah had guided us, we would have guided you. It is all the same for us whether we show intolerance or are patient: there is for us no place of escape."

Malay

Dan mereka sekalian tetap akan berhimpun mengadap Allah (untuk dihisab pada hari kiamat); kemudian orang-orang yang lemah (yang menjadi pengikut) kepada orang-orang yang sombong takbur itu akan berkata kepada mereka (yang menjadi pemimpinnya): "Sesungguhnya kami telah menjadi pengikut kamu; maka adakah kamu dapat menolak daripada kami sedikit dari azab Allah? " Mereka menjawab: "Kalaulah Allah menunjukkan jalan selamat kepada kami, tentulah kami tunjukkan jalan itu kepada kamu. (Sekarang) sama sahaja kepada kita, sama ada kita menggelisah dan mengeluh atau kita bersabar, tiadalah sebarang jalan bagi kita untuk melepaskan diri (dari azab itu)".

And even the satan will say this to you.

(14:22)

Sahih International

And Satan will say when the matter has been concluded, "Indeed, Allah had promised you the promise of truth. And I promised you, but I betrayed you. But I had no authority over you except that I invited you, and you responded to me. So do not blame me; but blame yourselves. I cannot be called to your aid, nor can you be called to my aid. Indeed, I deny your association of me [with Allah ] before. Indeed, for the wrongdoers is a painful punishment."

Malay

Dan berkatalah pula Syaitan setelah selesai perkara itu: "Sesungguhnya Allah telah menjanjikan kamu dengan janji yang benar dan aku telah menjanjikan kamu lalu aku mungkiri janjiku itu kepada kamu; dan tiadalah bagiku sebarang alasan dan kuasa mempengaruhi kamu selain daripada aku telah mengajak kamu lalu kamu terburu-buru menurut ajakanku itu; maka janganlah kamu salahkan daku tetapi salahkan diri kamu sendiri. Aku tidak dapat menyelamatkan kamu dan kamu juga tidak dapat menyelamatkan daku. Sesungguhnya dari dahulu lagi aku telah kufur ingkarkan (perintah Tuhan) yang kamu sekutukan daku denganNya". Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang zalim (yang meletakkan sesuatu pada bukan tempatnya) beroleh azab yang tidak terperi sakitnya.

Are you a leader? Are you a follower? That doesn't matter because you are the one who will suffer from all of you wrongdoing, misbehavior and sins. The leader will be punish if he lead his community to the wrong path. The follower will be punish for choosing and electing a bad, devious leader. It is a matter of fact, punishment for the  wrong choices. So, Every time you want to make a decision, think wisely! 

No one will help you upon those sins that you commit for, except for 'syafaat' from our beloved Prophet pbuh. So why wait? Do selawat for him everyday as he will help us because we are his ummah. Amin, Amin, Amin. 

Rasulullah pbuh had made the promise right? And have faith that he will never ever let us down. Never.

 If, if, if we first do no let him down.

Jom selawat banyak-banyak! ^^


p/s: The ayats are from surah 'Ibrahim.

One Day Weekend

Status: Boria was finally over. Everyone had done a splendid job. It was fun watching all the performances by the four houses. Good job, big clap for all. How-yeah!

ZzZzzz...

Wakie wakie girl! Time to do tonnes of works! The earth does not stop moving on its orbit as you desire. Time does not pause as you command. It is a matter of fact, running, chasing, making choices in every day that you live on. Live on. Never stop living. ^^

The alumnis are organizing such a big event this year. And it is on 24/3/2012. As I will be having my holidays for two weeks, I am persuading myself to join this event. I heard that there will be 'Career Workshop' during the program which triggers my adrenaline to increase my heartbeats as well as my brain activity to convey the message or perception about this event, "This would be so much awesome!!!!!" Coolio. Sumpah.

The previous 'Back to school' thingie that I'd joined was back then when I was in form 2. It was marvelous I tell you. Can't wait.

"It is not about winning,. It is more than just winning., It is about satisfaction, cherishing the moments, get a chance to do things that you love. When you happy, no matter how ridiculous, unbearable the result might be, you still can smile and say, 'No regret. I am happy'. Live, learn and share the joy."

~Hak cipta dipelihara~

Bon Apetite. ^^

P/s: Happy birthday Anaz! Loyal classmate for five years and an awesome friend back then in Faris Petra. InsyaAllah soon to be doctor-mate plak. hahaha.. Amin, amin, amin. And not to mention, this birthday wish also goes to Wong a.k.a Aiman Kamaruddin, also a great friend of mine. May Allah bless both of you, all the best in your future undertakings ek! =)

My bad

Status: I had a wrongdoing. To a person. Whom  I do not like much but for no reason. So, it reversed to become my fault. And I admit it. 

We can not choose the person that we are willing to work with. It is not an option. So, why sighed? Why questioned? Do you have the privilege to condemn? Why are you being so picky? Why?

*melancholic tone

Dreamed library at home. Fulfill it for me please!