IT is NOT easy

Bismillah

"Whenever the Medics made a status on fb, 'Alhamdulillah' or 'I am so happy right now', people will assume that the person gets an offer."

Probably getting the offer is the most happiest and most grateful news of a medic can get. It is true, but there are so many other things that we can be grateful of. Or maybe people don't make a status of other things on fb. Who knows.

Studying at home is very challenging. I salute all the students who can study like very khusyuk and fokus at home. I mean, with all the temptations, they were hard to resist. For me is babysitting, although how much I would like to say NO to my sister when she asked me to babysit Danish, I can't. Because I love Danish. 

Who can say NO to this cute boy? Well played sis!

Allah. I love being at home. Alhamdulillah. 

BTW, I finally finished spending my book vouchers. And I managed to buy about 18 books. When I get to read those? InsyaAllah, three months after A-level would be quite a 'books and me' moment. I am looking forward for that day. 

May Allah bless.

Gottago.

A Hyperventilating LOVE STORY

Status: I don't feel like posting but I just think that I need to. Having the bless for the past three days, it is such a stingy thing for not sharing. I joined an awesome usrah. I am so happy. I called it my 'bulatan gembira'. I do not know why the phrase is so famous, so it is a right time to use it. ^^

I love sirah since a long long years ago. I remembered when I was in form one, I did not go to dining hall or cafe during recess because I addicted to library. I went there and I sat on the floor between the PAI/Islamic reading materials and Malay reading material shelves. Then I took those books about Uhud, Khandak wars, to Hamzah bin Abdul Mutalib to Abu Ubaidah bin Jarrah and etc and read them. I do not even notice the bell rang and my class already started as being in library, I didn't hear any outsiders' sound. Luckily my class PMR 1Beta was just behind the library. I entered the class with innocent face and my teachers just let me in. (I have Cikgu Ramli as my Pendidikan Sivik teacher tau!)

As years passed by, my classes were getting further and further away from library. The high school years continued with me was getting bored to go to library. Arghhhh.... Teenager. Why you no kept the reading habit? After those days, a bookworm is not cool anymore. Huge mistake. I only read the newspapers which were the girls and the boys arguing all the time to read it. We even hid the newspapers so that we can read the nice, clean news before the guys took over the throne and beginning to conteng with all those unfunny dialogues on the newspapers. Real mature.

Yeay for me! 1Malaysia voucher for good. 

Recently, I bought a book which was Fikah Perubatan at Kelantan along with all the stationary that I'd possibly get. I gave RM50 voucher to my sister. Then, the left one hundred ringgit, I spent during my visit to the PWTC. They held a book fair. Rejoicing my eyesight with tonnes of books, I felt like grabbing all the books that I was intending to buy. But you know how fast the money/voucher flowed. I bought six books. Alhamdulillah to the Almighty God.for His rezeki  

Hopefully the habit drains into my blood again, triggering the adrenaline every time I saw books causing my brain to fall in love with reading once again. And for God sake, I shall let this love story between me and the reading habit last forever. Happily ever after. 

p/s: insisting to go to BookXcess but I do not know when. InsyaAllah soon.

You're my KRYPTONITE

Status: Currently at home. Walllaaa..... I knew it just about two weeks and I already returned home. Chinese New Year Holidays maa...  They gave us holidays, why not take it? Letih naik bas for almost 10 hours, stuck in the heavy traffic all along the Banjaran Titiwangsa. 

I have to learn how to read in the bus, like seriously! How to make my cerebellum functions well, coordinating my brain and mind in order to initiate my 'reading skill' on the moving vehicles. For your information, sitting on the bus with your earphones stuck into your ears, looking through the window, predict whether the rain are going to fall, hoping for a herd of elephants suddenly turn up in the middle of jungle so that you can snap pictures of them to show to your nephew and eating nothing because you were afraid all of sudden vomiting is a brilliant way of wasting time. Satu pembaziran masa yang NYATA! Especially when you departed early in the morning. The whole day duduk atas bas is a tragic experience.

Plus my time had already wasted when I had no choice but to stay one more night at Ky on Friday which was  very scary because there was no one else in the entire female's kampung except Amalina, Syifa' and I. And I behaved wrongly when I 'buka pintu bilik tv yang dikunci using my hair clipper'. I guessed five years of being a hostel girl enhanced my skill of  bukak the padlock thing. And yet it is still a 'Please don't try this at home and (wherever)' thing. We managed to intrude the tv room with all sorts of guilty feelings. Till then, we sent our unofficial ambassador, Amalina to inform the guards that we had successfully sneak into the room and watching tv in the dark. Alhamdulillah, our actions were legal jugak akhirnya.

Arrived in KB, Kelantan at somewhere around six o'clock. Oh Land sweet Land.  Still thinking on what I will be using the 'baucer buku 1Malaysia' for. And it is a no-no to trade them with money. I will buy some books, and stationary. So many stories to be told, but not in the mood right now. Ps my lappy broke down last Sunday because of the aggressive lightning struck at Ky. So sad, get well soon Mr lappy yang chummel.

Nie gambo kononnya rajin.

Nowadays I felt like so guilty nak mati if tak touch buku and study. The feeling was like the books are calling "touch me, touch me master!" freaky giler kowt. Okeylahh, nak pergi 'membelai' books which were already craved to be pampered. K Bai.


p/s: Nisaa, you miss me?  Awww, so sweet laa awak ni. Meh nak belanja voucher buku Najib meh!

Why I am wasting my time???

Status: Bertungkus lumus finishing my chemistry booklet for reaction kinetics. Essay Ielts dah siap.

I went to One Utama Mall aka OU this morning till 6.30. And yeah, it was so damn boring. Sumpahhhhh boring. Pehal laaa aq signed up for 'lepak'ing and 'merayap'ing tanpa hala tujuan kat OU tadi? Aq pon tak paham. Dah rr bebudak Arabic fellowship mengetepikan aq sewaktu mereka bersenang lenang makan di Soul Garden. I was alone for two hours dowh... Sedeyh but what to do. Naseb naseb. Klu aq stay jer kat chalet dapat laaa jugak aq menikmati keindahan ber'kiasu'ing dalam bilik aq yang indah lagi permai kan? My mistake. Sorry Syifa. Am I torturing you again??? Tak pepasal malam ni kena stay up siapkan chemistry kan? Takpe, takpe nanti kita minum coffee eh? (pujuk diri)

bukan katil sebenar

Dear bed, please be cold with me. Udah-udah lerrr melambai-lambai suh aq tidow kan.. Aq banyak keje nak buat ni. so, todalllllssss.

p/s: Beli dua buku baru kat MPH tadi. Alhamdulillah. Berhabis-habisan untuk ilmu itu tidak salah. ^__^

1.Syarah Hadis 40 Imam Nawawi

2. Wahai Tuhan, Engkaulah Penyembuh by Ismail Kamus. 

It is Sunday, again.

Status: I am thinking of  fasting this whole week, it's Rejab btw. Well, for today I am. Will be a private driver for my grandma in the morning to complete her chemotherapy at the hospital =). Just finish reading a book, and another book coming right in!

  " Tidak akan istiqamah(mantap) iman seseorang hamba, melainkan setelah istiqamah hatinya dan tidak akan istiqamah hatinya melainkan setelah istiqamah hatinya"

~Hadis Riwayat Anas dan Malik r.a~

As if, today is 26th June already, what I mean is, I spent half of the year 2011 and the input? errr,, to be exact,lots of them.. haha~ Two weeks to go before I pack my bags to college. "College life", it is like going back to second-home. Betolkan? I would be there for two years, mcam Sbp all over again cuma I'd spent  five years at school. Life is hectic if you always have things to do.

Currently just finish reading a novel. 'Denyut Kasih Medik' by Dr Farhan Hadi. At first, dengar-dengar yang this novel is really good, especially for a doctor-to-be, medic students, and even the housemans themselves. I heard a lot from my DONT93 (docs of 93) group members. A friend of mine said that this is a book for "every muslim docs should have". Then, I decided to have one. Novel nie bukan shj ada knowledge psal medic jer, bahkan ada gak psal fiqh wanita dan fiqh cinta. For personal rate, I give five  star!

Oh ya, mood still  frust sebab terlepas nak tengok Top Chef 4 finale.. sob3, reason, attending Family Day pejabat abah kat Bachok. alaaaa..... Agak sdeyh, finale tuu.. Skang neh pon kekeringan gusi nak menaip blog (ade kaitan ke?) Okey lah, nanti I ada post hapenning2, I share okay! 

I want to love medic, I will be happy to study medic, I want to be happy with my job, I would love being a doctor, hopefully dipermudahkan segala urusan menuntut ilmu pencoret.=) InsyaAllah. Yang penting, ikhlaskan niat, sentiasa musyawarah dengan Allah s.w.t. Chill~