Standing on the LINE

Bismillah. 

06/01/12 Holidays are over peeps! In case you are wondering if I will be missing in action for the whole days of next week, the answer is I has arrive at Kyuem safely and soundly. The class starts on Tuesday, which is the day that I had to submit Mr Vroege's homework and I am aware of having a diagnosis chemistry test somewhere in that week too. So, wish me luck.

I think I am ready to return to my second home. I am very grateful for those happy, relaxing, calming moments at home. I guess it is time for me to start studying hard and held up my focus. This time won't be easy as AS just about six months away. I have no time to play anymore. Lengthen the time for study is what I try to concentrate on. But I would not stress myself out. I really want to improve my ibadah. I would work hard on that too. Other than that, I would watch out for my expenses. Although I am not a spendthrift, I always worry for every single penny that flow, as I do not want to trouble my Abah anymore. 

Despite being myself, and focus on what I want to achieve at Ky, I want to become a better friend to all my friends. Thankful I am for being bless with all the nice, caring friends around me, who always light me up whenever I feel terrible or empty. Alhamdulillah. ^^

So, this is gonna be my very last post for this first semester holidays, as I am being a quite active blogger on that duration of time. May Allah ease my journey. InsyaAllah. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

The place that I am very very hoping to go: KLIA on September 2013.

Pray for me =)

Amin, Amin, Amin.

Day 13&14: Pack things up

Status: Starting to feel indolent as well as choose to do nothing.

Music: Move like Jagger.

Thursday, Friday. Then hello Ky! Goodbye home. After this, I could not expect how my days in Ky would be. Am I gonna push the pedals and accelerating? I have no clue. Hopefully I am. Speaking of Ky, I just remember that I still do not finish completing Mr Vroege's homework. Oh man, I guess I am troubling myself as he always, I said it, always give us the deathline dateline to our tasks. I messed with him once and I do not dare to made it twice. Miserable I gonna be. No no.

Well, as soon as I reach Ky, this blog, is going to be the only place for me loitering whenever I have time in the chalet. Okie! Give me your supports please. I will work hard to finish this A-level. InsyaAllah. Pray for me.

Bismillah.

This video is a recommendation for all the students who are struggling in their study *credit to Meni. Bear in mind that learning is one of the jihad process, Allah is always by your side to guide you. Do not feel weak. Ask from HIM, HE hears you anytime, everywhere.. No doubt, have faith in HIM. ^^

"Jadilahseperti orangnya yang berpijak di tanah tetapi cita-citanya setinggi bintang di langit"

~Abdullah Al-Qarni~

Hide and Seek

Status: I have to do this as I think that this is interesting. =) Tagged by a resplendent lady, miss Alia Delaila Baharuddin. *bodek-membodek.
So, Mekyaa aka AliaDelaila, here are my answers yang berderet-derat panjangnya to your quests. Enjoy em okie!

1. Your bad habit since you're a kiddo that you can't break yet

I always blackmail my father. Although I have nothing to buy or feel like having things, it is just a habit. Hahaha~ But don't worry I do it without my mother's knowing. And my Abah is the most loving, caring, generous dad that I'd ever known. 

2.Are you happy with what you are now? Why is that so?

I am a happy kid. Sometimes I felt like I am very lucky with everything that I do. HE always generously grant my prayers. If I am being disgraceful, you should hit me with the tennis racket *I am not serious. Alhamdulillah, till today, I feel like the road that I'd chosen guarantees me a bright path for my future. I also have a wonderful families and awesome friends by my side. I won't be greed to ask for more. Rezeki ada kat mana-mana yerr dak? Usaha jer sehabis baek. Peace!

3. Can you stand cockroaches cause they're the most disgusting pests ever.
You did say it rite? Of course I couldn't . They disgust me with the berbulu feet. Can you imagine if they crop on your legs, and you feel the tiny, thorny things like scratching your feet. Arggghhh, nightmare!

4. Are you in love with a person?

A person? Soalan wajib tanya ke neh? Hahaha. My heart belongs to my Creator. He is the One for me ^^. Nope, I am not. I am a person who consider a couple-relationship is not compulsory or necessity. I think these love things between two genders are distractions *I consider it as in my case. It makes you feel at ease but you will tend to be involved in maksiat. But I am not 100 percent against those who have 'bf's or 'gf's. Many of my friends are in relationships. It is just me, my iman is weak.So, I choose not to have the 'status' and I am happy with it as I always know that I have HIM by my side. =)

5.Let's say you know nothing about me and then you just met me somewhere. What comes into your head? What's your opinion based on what you see?
This is what 'pop-out' of my mind once I saw Mek Yaa entered my class, 5 Alpha during her stay at my school for a week. "Mesti bijok budop Sesma yang tu dop? Napok pon cam nerd jerr." HAHA. Sebab Mek Yaa sat in-front, besides Kema, her craziness and loudness didn't seem quite obvious as Nadiah was beside me. Me and Nadiah were partner in crime bab-bab tido time history. =D

6.Do you stalk people on facebook? Cause I do and I want to search for someone good here. Hahah.

Mekya, Mekya.. You shud be named as the best stalker kowt. Haha~ I do stalk some people but I am not a good one. I only go to the victim's wall and scroll down, see their activities, are they online often? And that's it. I choose not to stalk their albums or pictures because I myself do not include pictures in fb. It makes me think that I am not being wisely fair here. But somehow I do take a glimpse of look to my girl-closest-buddies pictures. To see how their life, their new alma maters and so on.

7.On what age do you plan to get married? (soalan gatal)

If ada jodoh, ada rezeki from Allah swt, 25 or 26 years old should be fine. Hahaha~ Don't blame me or make any negative perceptions here. You ask for it and I think honesty is the best policy. Hehs. As I would be dying so hard to pursue my education in medicine, with GOD willing, I would spend five to six years abroad finishing my degree. Only then I will think about relationship stuffs or whatsoever.

8.In what thing you are good at?
Wow, that's tough. I do not ever think about it before. Errr... I am a dab hand at watching movies with an unchanged expression. I do not feel sad when I watch a sad movie, I do not feel petrifying when watching horror movies. And I do not certainly laugh out out loud when I am watching any humorous movies. But I do make a pensive face when I watch a historical-based movies. Because those were really happening in real life. I love factual thingie. ^^

9.What are negative things that you have inside of you?
I still waste time although I realise that I am doing so. I am an expert. *Bad Syifa bad =(

10. Do you think Robert Pattison is handsome? Because I think he is.
I recognised him for the very first time for his role in twilight of course. At that moment, I do think him as a very handsome vampire. But other than that, I rate him as a regular-looking gentleman with messy hair. 


I want to tag just a few people. They are Cik Ayuni yang chumeylll dan howt, Affan yang bertungkus lumus di Belfast, Eymah yang 4 flat di KMKN, Naim Di UIA, Amanina Saari yang sangat creative, Bazli the hardworking, Meni the kaki kiasu, AinFathihah the egyptian, Maryam the cutie, Tasha the romantic and other bloggers who might as well interested. You are welcomed!


Here are my questions!
a. Where are you studying right now? Describe your life there.
b. How well do you know me? What is my character which you think that I should "keep it up''?
c. Do you save money? What are the things that you are willing to spend for?
d. What is your opinion about the ways a person should contribute for dakwah?
e. Are you a fanatic fan of Korean thingie? Because I am not, but I love to know why people adore the Koreans so much.
f. Family or friends, which one is closer to your heart. Be honest.
g. Do you like hanging out at the mall for hours but you only buy a few?
h. Do you exercise regularly? Do you have a personal doctor, nutritionist in order to update your health progress?
i. What is your future career might be? And why is that so?
j. Are you a coffee lover? Because I am, and I addicted to it. 


Have fun answering peeps!

Why do we have to be like this?

Bismillah.

Malaysia that I know, I live seems to be insecure place day to day. It is petrifying. I'd seen this video and it made me feel intimidated on how our country would become in the nearer future. And this is definitely not what I expect it would be. 

Please people, can you think of any other peaceful alternatives to voice out your opinion? They may have their own alacrity to express their dissatisfaction upon the system by the government, but it just seems lacking of intellectualism. It just seems like that, from my sight as a video-observer of course. I would neither condemn nor decry which sides that I think as relevant because humility comes first. I don't have much knowledge about the the whole picture. I am just a part of Malaysian, citizens who is very disappointed to see what had happened. Bloods, the hitting, yelling, are not suppose to be happen. It portrayed violence. Maybe as a future doctor *insyaAllah, it saddened me by watching the clinic was ruined due to those students knocked the door over. Concisely speaking, those riots are a completely no-no to me.

I never like politics by the way. My opinion about it is it creates chaos and divides. Although I may read those boring articles about politic in other countries and compare them to the one that we had in Malaysia, it just "that's it" and I am not going to be thrilled with it. But I do give a glimpse of look upon it if it is necessary. Now even I am confused why am I making this post. I am so not into this pon. Kbai.