Him. Who I miss so much.

Ketika waktu kecil, aq sering jer didengarkan dengan lagu, "Anak Nabi Kita Ada tujuh orang...", lagu "Rasulullah" ala yang Hijaz nyanyi tu... Memang ingat la kan, sebab agak catchy gak lagu nyer.. Tapi masa kecik-kecik dulu lansung tak amik peduli pun motif nyanyi lagu-lagu tersebut...

Alhamdulillah, dikurniakan akal fikiran, fizikal yang sihat oleh Allah swt, bila renung balik, kenapa kita kena cintakan Rasulullah? Aq banyak mencari dan cuba memahami... I seek for Allah's forgiveness as I'm starting late..  But I really want to learn, to search. 

Tak salah kan kalau menangis merindukan baginda? Saya nakkan syafaat baginda. Walaupun pun agak susah, sebab baginda berada di syurga teratas... Sedangkan aku..  InsyaAllah.

"And We have sent you (O Muhammad pbuh) not but as a mercy for the 'Alamin (mankind, jinn and all that exist)."

21:107

This day I have perfected for you your religion and completed My favor upon you and have approved for you Islam as religion.

Al Maidah:3

 The last ayat... I miss baginda.

Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan Rasulullah pbuh.

Jaga iman, jaga amal, jaga ibadat.

O Lord, please bless us all..

Dah HEPI balik!! Alhamdulillah

Status: If you guys noticed, a day before and my post for this morning seemed very sad rite?

sebab nyer... adalah something happened that made me upset. But dah okay. No biggie lah =)

For your information, aq dah lama gila tak tengok match. Dari pagi tadi duduk sesorang dalam 'kotak' kat chalet ni sampai ke malam, korang bayangkan laa, how did I feel throughout the day. Berperang dengan perasaan sendiri. Trying to re-gps my mindset, and calmed myself down. It was like, "Sabar Syifa, Allah sayang Syifa"

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah

Cinta Allah, cinta Rasul. =)

Oh ye, ppasal tetiba hepi? Camni cter nya. Tadi after nak return to chalet from performing Isya' prayer kat surau, bunyi bising gler kot dalam TV room. I was like, ade ape malam neh? Oh yaa, Piala Malaysia final, Terengganu-N.Sembilan. So, aq pon gedik laa jugak kan nak pegi tengok. Tapi when masuk kat tv room, ade beberapa senior yg tengah tengok Chelsea-Arsenal! Aq lupa doh malam ni ada game, apa lagi kan, join dua kaki, dua tangan dua mata laa kan.. 

Tapi masa aq tengok tu dah second half kowt. 2-2. Aq tanya Kak Anne, sape score? Santos ngan V.persie. Aq dah sdeyh dah kan.. Ingat bleh tengok V.persie score. Xpe la.. Duduk jer kat ctu, tak ingat minutes ke berapa ntah Walcott score, dah lama gila aq tak tengok dia maen! Dah laa lawa siot doh! G double O D J O B, good job good job (pinjam jap yer bbudak Berlian!) 

Then bleh plak si Mata tu score minit ke 80 kan... Aq just like macam, come on laaaa DEFEND!!!! (ter'emo' yer di ctu) But guess what?? Van Persie scores!!! Dua kali lagi for the second half, so mix it up made it 3 goals for him!!! Good Job Big Clap Van Persie!!!!! You guys should see camne Terry tergolek, kesian dia..

Alhamdulillah... Lama kowt aq tak 'merasai' the feeling of nak melompat-lompat neh.. 

Kuar jer dri bilik TV tu, aq tros col Tojo. Dengan excited aq berkata "Joe, Joe, VAN PERSIE score!!!" Dalam kemamaian Tojo berkata, "Rilek Pa, rilek.. Ceh, Arsenal menang baru ingat nak col aq.. haha.. Tdo lena ah mu malam neh" InsyaAllah... =)

Thank you Allah, Thank you for the opportunity. I will keep it well.

Bless me and protect me.

Subhanallah, Allahuakbar.

Sometimes people just don't care about your feeling

Random title though

We may care so much about somebody, yet when we are in trouble they act like they have nothing to do with us. When they were asking for our helps, we are never ever have the guts to say no. But when we need for their 'yes', they are not willing to give one. This is life.

I am not going to sigh. But this is reality. Maybe I'd done something bad to them before? I just don't know, no clue. I always hear the phrase "treat others in a way you want to be treated". So I guess I have to let it go then. I will not keep neither this frustration or disappointment, because I will not have any good for having them. My Lord and my Rasulullah pbuh taught me to forgive. So, I forgive you. And yeah, I'm seeking for the persons who I had to apologize for thousand times too. But maybe it takes time to forget right? Don't worry, I will.. InsyaAllah.

Sahih International

And whoever is patient and forgives - indeed, that is of the matters [requiring] determination.
42:43

I let everything go this time. Although my heart was cracked to pieces and whatsoever. I have to bear with it. Allah knows the best for me. Tak der rezeki kowt this time. tak ape-ape lah..  

To kawan-kawan, kalau buat salah dengan orang, cepat-cepatlah minta maaf. That is the 'magical words' to distinguish the flame in someone's heart. 

May Allah bless.

Sayonara 1st sem exam

Refleksi, amik pengajaran, work harder.

The more your efforts, the more you'll get. Hypothesis accepted.

~Keep moving forward~

Nak balik ke tak yer Raya Aidiladha neh... Seems too late nak amik tiket bas kan.. Tambah2 bila Kak Nisa ngan Kak Adah bersungguh-sungguh bagi nasihat, "Menyesal raya kat Ky, balik laa, nanti  tak pasal sayu, sedih jer di pagi raya,, balik laa" Oh my..... Dah rasa membuak-buak nak balik ni... Yer laa kan sepanjang 18 tahun aq bernafas di atas muka bumi Allah yang indah ini, tak pernah sesekali aq beraya kat tempat lain selain Kelantan.. Dan tak pernah sesekali keluarga aq tak buat qurban, selalunya raya Aidiladha ni laa yang meriah, semua family members balik beraya... Macam mana yer? Patut kah aq balik?

Aq dah col umi, tanya boleh ke tak aq balik ngan Mak sedara aq. Klu boleh, aq tumpang jer Cik Su Ra yang kat Bangi then blah balik Kelantan kan.. Transport balik ke Lembah Beringin, tengah usha2 kakak nyer si Fad, mana taw dapat free lift. We'll see.. Klu plan tak menjadi, redha laaa Raya kat Ky neh... isk3