daRKness

mood: teringin nak minum hot latte~

music: theme music blog kak enin...

olmos a week right?? fuh... blurr and tired, awaiting for my 

'fairygod' brother to call me..  bnyak nak tnye neh! cpat lah call~

chickened out when I realised there are so many people out there

who I have to compete with... risaw~~

Ya Allah tenangkan lah hati hamba Mu ini...

dalam rumah yg serba gelap neh which I am the only person

yang still awake lg..

tiber2 jer rinduu my senior and also a sist to me

Kak Ainin Sofia.. I used to teman kak enin stay up studying

dlu kan kat hostel... she is my role-model taw!

kak enin,,!!! I still need your motivation words neh~

lacking of self-confident sesangat ni...

tolong Syifa plissss~~

p/s: pegi sekolah td for signing those copies of slip exam...

I choose it the way HE set it for me..

SALAM UKHWAH..

I'll think about it,, deeply and seriously

ni kire decision for my future undertaking kan?

so, I choose my course, and it is MEDIC..

I apply for MARA oversea,,

and I want to follow the lead of my seniors who are also my idols,,

~Kak Azie, Kak Ainul, Kak Ainin, Abg Puyid, Kak Fisza~

lots of them,, insyaalah, I'll pray for the best...

maybe zillions of hardship along my path,

I promise to never give up, even I have to crawl, climb the mountain,

my decision is FINAL!

once I am so afraid about what will I experience soon,

still, I believe in myself as I always put my 100% faith on HIM..

from my story,, I knew HE never let go His slaves who

work hard and pray...

x kire lah kat mana pon rezeki yang aq akan dpt soon,

aq akan sentiasa b'syukur to Him...

as Kak Eno said, rezeki ade kat mana2 jer,, as long as you

do your very best, insyaallah everything would be fine.

I owe you! ^^

aq memang tak kuat,, I need those advises from people around me,,

thanks to my seniors,,, 

forget to mention, abe Aiman and Kak Kam yg x putus2

give me the tips and so on...

p/s: still xleyh nak attach th upu form,, xthu nak wat camne ni, but still, never quit kan? insyaallah dipermudahkan.. I am going to choose medic jugak for my local study! ^^

muhasabah~

~SUBHANALLAH~

human memang x perfect kan.. 

I want to change so bad... hampir mnitis air mata ku.. bler t'kenang

how far that I go from the exact path yg spatutnya aq lalui..

astargfirullah..

that's it, next time you see me, insyaallah I 'd change for good

pray for me,, okay!

as I always say,, He knows the best for me..

Ameen~

Don't play with my BRAIN

HAZARD!!! HAZARD!!!!

mood tak normal skang neh, bleh membawa kpd sakit mental 

yang minor.............

nampak tak?? that is my brain yg mseh normal dan sihat walafiat

ntah bgmna rupanya klu ia hampir EXPLODE!!

akibat pening mngisi scholars nyer form plus the upu lagi........

headache yang amat.. sigh~