A-LEVEL

I decided to hide my blog. Why? Because I am not in the mood to share anything personal.

Currently I am having my biggest-written exam in my whole life, well until now at least. It is A-Level examination. I have 12 papers to face. I have a month and half more days in Ky, enjoying the last minutes studying, lepakking, eating and crying in Ky. I hope it will end with a happy smile.

I don't know the exact plan for my future. I am afraid and terrified. But I know, whatever HIS plans, they are something that I can bear. InsyaAllah. I am a strong girl you know. I think no one ever cried as much as me in Ky. For what reasons? Lots of them, and I will share them all someday. 

I hope that all will end well. No matter if I still have no placement when the Awards Day come, I will still say Alhamdulillah to Allah for this meaningful journey. As I stated in front of HIM that, I will do my very best and leaves everything in His hand. 

Alhamdulillah for this live Ya Allah, thank you for chosen me as your slave. It was a gift for me. And I am very happy and honored to serve for you, and Islam. 

"Ya Allah, strengthen my iman so that whatever consequences in the future, I can say Alhamdulillah as I knew that is what you'd give me."

I miss Ramadan. Hopefully to spend this year Ramadan with more good deed goes along with it. I miss Tarawikh, I miss sahur and I miss tadarus. And hopefully I will focus to seek more for His forgiveness and blessings.

May Allah protect me with any wronged niat or any proud feelings. 

Astargfirullah..

p/s: I'd done my very best for my paper 2 Biology just now. I will hope for the best outcomes...

Trials

Salam

Lama tak menulis. Sudah hampir lupa posisi huruf-huruf di keyboard. Ah.

Trial A-level sudah tamat. Minggu ini adalah minggu muhasabah dan minggu pecutan.

Maaf, mungkin tidak dapat kerap menaip entri baru. 

Tetapi ingin sekali berkongsi satu ayat Al-Quran yang Dia hadiahkan kepada saya semalam,

At Taghabun:11

Sahih International

No disaster strikes except by permission of Allah . And whoever believes in Allah - He will guide his heart. And Allah is Knowing of all things.

Penat. Penat kerana tidak berusaha. Sedangkan masa adalah nyawa. 

Diriwayatkan oleh al-Bukhari,

"Dua nikmat yang ramai manusia sering lalai dengannya; sihat dan waktu lapang".

Astargfirullah...

Aku memohon keampunan daripadaMu Ya Allah..

IT is NOT easy

Bismillah

"Whenever the Medics made a status on fb, 'Alhamdulillah' or 'I am so happy right now', people will assume that the person gets an offer."

Probably getting the offer is the most happiest and most grateful news of a medic can get. It is true, but there are so many other things that we can be grateful of. Or maybe people don't make a status of other things on fb. Who knows.

Studying at home is very challenging. I salute all the students who can study like very khusyuk and fokus at home. I mean, with all the temptations, they were hard to resist. For me is babysitting, although how much I would like to say NO to my sister when she asked me to babysit Danish, I can't. Because I love Danish. 

Who can say NO to this cute boy? Well played sis!

Allah. I love being at home. Alhamdulillah. 

BTW, I finally finished spending my book vouchers. And I managed to buy about 18 books. When I get to read those? InsyaAllah, three months after A-level would be quite a 'books and me' moment. I am looking forward for that day. 

May Allah bless.

Gottago.

Stress Reliever

Status: I am not sleepy at all. For now.

Music: SOS by the Jonas brothers.

I had successfully awakened myself all night. Yes. Watching the UEFA champion league from 3.45 to 5.50 am. Way to go Syifa. It was a stress reliever. I had devoted myself for two months of no-football-night-in-Ky, So, I deserved this. Besides, it was Bayern Munich vs Arsenal. I can't simply miss it. Well, sleeping has always being a priority for me, because when I am sleepy, I can't do a thing. So, I had well-prepared for the night. So, I took a can of nescafe. Yes, I had disturbed my sleeping pattern by taking caffeine at very late night. And I succeeded to hypnotize myself (in a good way) to not fall asleep. Nonsense! Haha. If I want, I can just sleep at 11pm and wake up at 4 am. But it was I who cannot sleep, so, I got the reward of watching football! Yeay!

Did I say stress reliever? Pardon me, because it was the opposite meaning actually. Arsenal had won over Munich with 0-2 but due to aggregate 3-3, yes, Munich won on away goals. So sad. I am terribly sad. What am I expect? Winning of course, after so long not watching football.,, but I should be satisfied laa kan, the gunners had done their very best. Koscielny's goal had lifted my emotion for a while although it already was at minute 86. Nicely done! 

Well, two goals were not enough. Bye bye this season. Oh well, did I mention I had not seeing Arjen Robben for a very long time? Yup, I haven't. The last time I saw him was,, probably during the world cup 2010. And he looked so old but yet still energetic. Kesian Robben asyik kena tackle jer. Haha. And ohoi dah lama jugak tak tengok Rosicky main or it was me yang dah lama tak tengok match? hehe..

Apaapapun, jersey away Arsenal nampak cantik bila dorang pakai yang long-sleeve nyer. Dari jauh nampak purple but it is blue. Mmmph. should I reconsider buying the home jersey and choose the away jersey instead? Eh, hari tu organic chem dapat B, so NO jersey for this month. Padan muka.