Pure Heart

Salam

Two more days before returning to Ky!

I am so afraid. Afraid of the 'comeback' of the upside-down of my days and nights.

I keep reminding myself for this. This is the fourth sem! No turnback.

I must really really work hard for this. Two years in Ky should give me a gift which I would treasure for the rest of my life. I am praying for this.

Bismillah, bismillah, bismillah.

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(need strength, need strength)

Ya Allah, bantulah HambaMu ini mencari keredhaanMU...

Kuatkanlah hati aku untuk belajar bersungguh-sungguh untuk menempah tempat di syurga Mu di akhirat sana. Amin ya rabbal alami....

Barang-barang nak bawak balik Ky sumpah banyak gila

Hah acaner neh?

P/s: Ter'addicted' dengan drama Setia Hujung Nyawa kat tv3. Sdeyh.... Hopefully wifi in my room is fast enough to let me qada' watching it in the middle of the night on tonton.com.

Legend

Salam. 

I slept at 4 am last night and I have to wake up early to hantar my sis at Terminal Bas Tesco KB in the morning for her PLKN. Its raining cats and dogs, and I felt very reluctant to take my shower. But I succeeded. Eheh.

All set, we, umi, kakcik and I went to the registration tent while abah went to park his car. 

Nak dijadikan cerita, I saw some familiar faces there. My juniors from Faris Petra were there too. I do not remember some of their names. But I knew that I met Amnan Syarfi, Amzar Zafran, Asyraf Nawi, Syairah Izzati and lain-lain.. Hah aku ingat nama penuh lagi.

And so nice of them to actually still called me Kak Syifa.

It has been very long time since I heard it back then when I was in form 5.

Mene: Eh, Kak Syifa! Hantar sapo?

Kak Syifa: Hantar adik. Bulih mano?

Mene: Bulih Marang. (well, I think I heard him right hopefully) Adik Kak Syifa?

Kak Syifa: Kemaman. =)

Meja: Kak Syifa!!! (sambil tabik) Guano baru nak gi PLKN tahun ni?

Kak Syifa: Haishhh. hantar adik jah.

Meja: hahaha

And, I met again this guy and his father who were in the same travel group with me when I was in Vietnam. They  remembered me. And what made me shocked was that guy was the same age as my lil sis ( like obviously,, he went to PLKN). huh. I thought he was 20 something before. hahaha... Tertipu dek ketinggian beliau yang luar biasa. And he also thought me who are going to PLKN. Heh, I am twenty nineteen years and eleven months old okay. Well, seeing the juniors whom I left Faris Petra were in form 3 before and now they were high-school-graduates already making me feel, Yes, I am old.

But the moral value is I am a good senior. Legend kowt. 

Kak Syifa, Vice house-capt Hussein house.

Prefect and making lots of chaos. If you knew...

(entri terlebih perasan)

#throwback #goodolddays

Ky's wishlists

Salam

Tomorrow my lil sis will be going to PLKN in Kemaman. I am sad. I have no partner in crime to bangun lambat together, play wedding dash and tanding saper cepat naik stage, partner to cook when our umi asks us to do so and etc. Well, for my part I have another remaining four days at home then I'm off to Ky for my final semester. 

Ni la KY. Dalam mimpi aq.

So, for the fourth sem, here are my wishlists for my days in Ky

1. To enjoy the morning breeze at gazebo after Subuh

2. To play with the pancuran air on the field in the morning

3. Open my room window and do not sleep for all night, enjoying the night scenery esp during full moon

4. To share a thought during majlis fikir

5. Cycling to the abandoned houses and take pictures in Lembah Beringin

6. Learn how to cast-off for my knitting project

7. Drink lot of plain water

8. Accomplish my DOE project

9. Play squash

10. Langgan Astro First/Best sekerap yang boleh (ha ha ha)

11. Secretly carve my name in one place that I treasure the most

12. To donate a thing that can benefits me to the surau as saad

13. To hug my friends and thank them

14. Graduate from Ky with a happy heart.

Finally, just to keep my chin up!

“dan terkadang, tanpa kita mohon pun,

DIA menutup keaiban kita.

sehingga manusia melihat kebaikkan demi kebaikkan kita,

pujian dan pandangan yang membuat kita malu sendiri.

maka bagaimana masih sanggup kita berprasangka,

bahawa DIA tidak menyayangi dan peduli ?

Rahmat dan Kasih Sayang-NYA itu terkadang

tidak tersembunyi,

cuma kita yang tidak menyedari.”

Therefore, remember HIM always. HE will always accompany me.

Aja aja fighting! Ceh, buruk benor bahasa korea aku.

Ganbatte Kudasai!

Sayonara 2012

If I have to say it, 2012 was  probably the most toughest year of my life. 

I remember every single day that I had to wake up and felt sad for the rest of the day.

I will mostly want to keep all of those away from me. Lock them in one box and throw it into somewhere in Artic ocean. We'll never going to meet again. 

Only think about it made me sad. However., I definitely learnt a lot throughout the year. Alhamdulillah, for the lesson the I learnt I become a better person.

2013.

Be nice to me. 

I hate to live in sadness.

I hope this year will be the best year so far for my entire life.

I am after one thing, TO FLY.

Bismillah.

Perbaharui niat, perbaharui azam.

~Semakin rajin

~Jadi hamba Allah yang lebih baik

~Graduate from Ky dengan bergaya

~Result A-level dengan warna-warna berterbangan

~Nak jadi anak yang solehah

~Nak FLY

Amin Amin Amin

February nanti bakal menginjak umur 20-an. No more teen-ages . Its time to change my attitude towards maturity. Udah udah laa dengan perangai ko yang budak-budak tu. Allah, guide me the way please..