My A-level Results

I think it is okay for me to post about this here.

I have taken into account that only few people read my blog, and the people who read this may already know how my result was. So, I think it should be fine for me to spill it out here right?

Alhamdulillah.

My results were not as excellent as those brilliant kiddos in Ky. But it just suited me well, I mean my efforts.

Peeps,

I will be going to University College Cork in Ireland to further my degree in Medicine.

Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar.

This is really a gift from Him. I couldn't do this without His Guidance

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all the people who always pray for me.

Umi, abah, siblings, Maa, Ayoh, cuzzies, family.

Kawan sekolah, kawan sekolej

Dan orang-orang random yang aku ketemu seminit dua sekali pun.

Kadang-kadang aku siap paksa lagi orang aminkan doa aku.

Ya aku sangat terdesak.

Tapi serius weh, terima kasih. May Allah repay all of your kindness.

Doa ni senjata tahu dak? Yakinlah.

"Ya Allah, aku syukur dan redha dengan jalan yang Engkau pilih untukku."

Terima kasih juga buat kengkawan yang tersangat jauh sanggup menelefon aku semata-mata nak ucap congrats. Eja yang di Aussie, sejurus jer aku dapat result cepat jer beliau telefon aku kan. Bagi Jebo di Germany yang dua kali called aku memang lah kan, dah kau guna GMT Jerman, tak sempatlah aku nak angkat pukul 4.59am waktu Malaysia.

Tapi seriyus, terima kasih semuanya. Banyak kali aku guna perkataan 'serius' menunjukkan betapa serius nya post aku kali ini. So yeah.

Tapi weh weh, ada beberapa kawan-kawan aku yang tak lepas requirement uni, sponsor semua tu, korang doakan dorang jugak yer. Doakan dorang dipermudahkan segala urusan dan seterusnya berterbangan semuanya. Amin amin amin.

Walaupun aku happy, aku tak nak lah happy sesorang. Penat lelah susah senang dua tahun bersama, tak kan aku nak gelak sesorang bila results aku okey. Semoga mereka mendapat yang terbaik. InsyaAllah.
  
Tapi tak lupa juga buat yang berjaya. Yang mendapat results sederet A bintang semuanya. Tahniah! Korang memang hebat! Dont forget to award yourself and your efforts. Gunalah duit raya rm20 tu, pergi drive-thru KFC ke apa. Penat tahu dak A-level dua tahun, dengan tidur malam yang pukul 3 pagi, lepas tu bangun pukul 6 pagi. Huih, penat penat. Tak tipu penat. Tu baru fizikal. Mental korang mesti lagi cekal kan kan.

Apa-apa pun. Life aku di bumi Shamrock baru sahaja hendak bermula. Doakan yang terbaik untuk my next phase ek! Amin.. 

Gambar grad bebudak MARA di KY. Sorry lah baru nak letak kat sini. Ngeh ngeh.

p/s: Bebudak A-level Edexel, all the best for the results yang kabo nye esok! Semoga dipermudahkan semuanya. =)

This is it: The results

13 of August 2013

Today is the day of my A-level results. After struggling for two years, this is it.

I need to get all A for me to secure a place in University College Cork, Ireland to read medicine which was my dream since I aged 4 years old. People said that dream changes as you grow older. But for me, my dream is the same. I want to read Medicine and I want to study abroad. I never get tired of praying to Allah swt for Him to fulfill my doa. And I admit, this journey that I had been through was not a smooth sailing one. I experienced hardships, tears, laughter, happiness and failure many times. But my Doa is still the same. 

"Oh Allah, if this is the best for me, may you help me to redha with the path that You had chosen for me."

Although I cried, I am not disappointed with myself. But I just cant help it, because I'd been hold it for so long. Alhamdulillah. 

I am still not sure of what the future holds. But I believe, whatever Allah had decide for me, I should accept it with perasaan syukur. For Him not to leave me alone, I am very grateful. I may not strong enough to face the world after this but my true mission to become His Khalifah and A'bid will never stop.

Allah had written story for all of us. Believe.

For I do believe, I experience many of His kindness. Indeed, He is the Most Giving.

Do not lose faith Syifa.

Do not lose it.

May Allah protect us all. 

Aidilfitri 2013

It was a really tiring day today.

Open house!

Thank you for coming everyone.

Raya tahun ni first time kawan-kawan perempuan I datang berkunjung ke rumah.

Sebab selalunya yang lelaki jer datang segorombolan ke rumah, dengan pakai sneakers, jeans, dan kemeja kotak-kotak. Senang, pakai helmet, terus merempit ke rumah aku.

Sampai jer kat rumah, buat-buat ayu pergi salam dengan abah abang aku, then bergerak ke sofa,

terus bergelak ketawa riang sambil menikmati wifi free tanpa sempadan di ruang tamu.

Hahaha.

Tapi tahun ni spesial sikit. Bit, Imah, Kema dan Firah datang bertandang ke rumah.

Cool jer Bit dengan baju kurung rayanya merempit ke rumah aku dengan membonceng Kema di belakang.

Firah pulak susah-susah jer, orang ajak dia makan kat rumah, tapi dia bawak spagetti meatball yang lazat pula kepada tuan rumah. Malu I. 

Umi terus berbisik, "Ooo, ingatkan Afa kawan dengan boys jer, sebab tahun lepas-lepas boys jer yang datang. Tahun ni baru kawan-kawan perempuan datang."

Wah wah wah Umi, I kawan dengan seantero masyarakat okay.. Tapi kat highschool jer la.

Tojo tiap-tiap tahun datang rumah aku. Menu raya kat rumah aku pon dia dah hafal. Malah boleh menerangkan lagi procedure untuk makan menu istimewa kepada Bey dan Chamakh. Matjo pun muka yang   agak familiar kat rumah aku. Tapi tahun ni kekurangan guests. Sebab guests wajib hadir tak dapat hadir. Hakin tak dapat keluar sebab jalan raya yang jam. Malah rumah beliau juga agak jauh. Jebo pula tahun ni pertama kali beraya di German. Beriya-riya beliau menyuruh aku simpankan juadah hari raya untuk beliau di Fb. Memanglah makanan tu boleh aku postkan ke German kan.

Apa-apa pun terima kasih daun keladi. 

Kitorang plan nak pergi convoy wedding Sima pula pada hari Isnin.

insyaAllah..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Maaf for any of my wrongdoings.

Have a nice Raya!

p/s: Kami bertekak sesama kami samada mahu ke sambutan hari raya di sekolah pada malam hari atau lepak di kedai kopi menonton Harimau Malaya vs Barcelona.

Heh, mahu tanya lagi, walaupon godaan kambing golek di sekolah amatlah kuat, semestinya match bola menjadi pilihan kami.

23 Ramadan

Sometimes we lose hope in turning to God and asking for His help because we feel like we have done too much wrong. And yet think of a child who has just angered his mother and immediately after trips and falls on the stairs. Even if that child had just angered his mother to tears, the moment he falls and cries for help, she runs to him. This is human mercy. And God is infinitely more merciful than a mother is to her child. So, do you think--no matter what you've done--when you're falling and cry out to the *most* merciful...He wouldn't come save you?
Subhanallah...