Monday, May 27, 2013

Paper 3 Biology

Tengah hari kat Ky panas gila weh.

Ok, bukan satu intro yang sopan.

Well, well, currently I am revising for my paper 3 Biology which is practical. Two hours of answering those confusing facts, expectations from the examiner.. Mmm.. I prayed that I am able to get A* for this paper so that I can cover the marks I get for my paper 4 and paper 2 Bio. InsyaAllah.. amin.. 

Esok, 11.15 till 1.30. I will be starving while observing the slide under microscope.
Who cares, A* baby!

Amin.
Tolong Amin kan plis.

Oh, lupa, I private kan my blog.
What the hell I am thinking.
Puffffff......

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Hampir habis A-level #1

Dearest, when I read this post, it was on the day that I finished answering my most frightening paper of all the papers I took for my A level which was Biology paper 4. Alhamdulillah, I think I have my made my best. Everything I have on my mind, I spill them out on the paper,, not literally. 

Alhamdulillah.

Yes people, when other candidates probably are counting their days to finish their last papers, I still have five more papers to face. And I don't feel bad about it. I will give my utmost to all the papers.

I have not more that a month to leave Ky. I am so excited. But I would probably sad on the day my friends and I have to bid goodbye. However, I really hope that we can all meet again soon in UK. Please pray for me... 

Well, I have statistics paper awaiting for me on the table. More post on sayonara KY will be coming out next. Hehehe.

Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah.

Monday, May 13, 2013

A-LEVEL

I decided to hide my blog. Why? Because I am not in the mood to share anything personal.
Currently I am having my biggest-written exam in my whole life, well until now at least. It is A-Level examination. I have 12 papers to face. I have a month and half more days in Ky, enjoying the last minutes studying, lepakking, eating and crying in Ky. I hope it will end with a happy smile.

I don't know the exact plan for my future. I am afraid and terrified. But I know, whatever HIS plans, they are something that I can bear. InsyaAllah. I am a strong girl you know. I think no one ever cried as much as me in Ky. For what reasons? Lots of them, and I will share them all someday. 

I hope that all will end well. No matter if I still have no placement when the Awards Day come, I will still say Alhamdulillah to Allah for this meaningful journey. As I stated in front of HIM that, I will do my very best and leaves everything in His hand. 

Alhamdulillah for this live Ya Allah, thank you for chosen me as your slave. It was a gift for me. And I am very happy and honored to serve for you, and Islam. 

"Ya Allah, strengthen my iman so that whatever consequences in the future, I can say Alhamdulillah as I knew that is what you'd give me."

I miss Ramadan. Hopefully to spend this year Ramadan with more good deed goes along with it. I miss Tarawikh, I miss sahur and I miss tadarus. And hopefully I will focus to seek more for His forgiveness and blessings.

May Allah protect me with any wronged niat or any proud feelings. 
Astargfirullah..

p/s: I'd done my very best for my paper 2 Biology just now. I will hope for the best outcomes...

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Trials

Salam

Lama tak menulis. Sudah hampir lupa posisi huruf-huruf di keyboard. Ah.
Trial A-level sudah tamat. Minggu ini adalah minggu muhasabah dan minggu pecutan.
Maaf, mungkin tidak dapat kerap menaip entri baru. 

Tetapi ingin sekali berkongsi satu ayat Al-Quran yang Dia hadiahkan kepada saya semalam,

At Taghabun:11

64:11

Sahih International

No disaster strikes except by permission of Allah . And whoever believes in Allah - He will guide his heart. And Allah is Knowing of all things.


Penat. Penat kerana tidak berusaha. Sedangkan masa adalah nyawa. 

Diriwayatkan oleh al-Bukhari,

"Dua nikmat yang ramai manusia sering lalai dengannya; sihat dan waktu lapang".

Astargfirullah...
Aku memohon keampunan daripadaMu Ya Allah..