I decided to hide my blog. Why? Because I am not in the mood to share anything personal.
Currently I am having my biggest-written exam in my whole life, well until now at least. It is A-Level examination. I have 12 papers to face. I have a month and half more days in Ky, enjoying the last minutes studying, lepakking, eating and crying in Ky. I hope it will end with a happy smile.
I don't know the exact plan for my future. I am afraid and terrified. But I know, whatever HIS plans, they are something that I can bear. InsyaAllah. I am a strong girl you know. I think no one ever cried as much as me in Ky. For what reasons? Lots of them, and I will share them all someday.
I hope that all will end well. No matter if I still have no placement when the Awards Day come, I will still say Alhamdulillah to Allah for this meaningful journey. As I stated in front of HIM that, I will do my very best and leaves everything in His hand.
Alhamdulillah for this live Ya Allah, thank you for chosen me as your slave. It was a gift for me. And I am very happy and honored to serve for you, and Islam.
"Ya Allah, strengthen my iman so that whatever consequences in the future, I can say Alhamdulillah as I knew that is what you'd give me."
I miss Ramadan. Hopefully to spend this year Ramadan with more good deed goes along with it. I miss Tarawikh, I miss sahur and I miss tadarus. And hopefully I will focus to seek more for His forgiveness and blessings.
May Allah protect me with any wronged niat or any proud feelings.
Astargfirullah..
p/s: I'd done my very best for my paper 2 Biology just now. I will hope for the best outcomes...