Friday, February 11, 2011

CoMMiTMeNTS... lots of sacrifices...

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH S.W.T
the most gracious and the most merciful

Daily routines yet not seem to be changed... I dah bawak kereta uolls!!! hehehe
(announce sket) jadik, mna2 ada ibu nak bersalin ke,, nak pegi toilet awam x sempat ke..
caling2 laa I, I would be delighted to bawak korang.. muahahaha


okeyh.. okeyh.. really la kan... mna la nak brubah, dop pon kat rumah jer..
ni, nak share opinions la sket sambil2 b'celoteh lbey panjang kan..
aq rser laa, aq ni dah bnyak sangat buat clap spanjang 17 thun dkat2 nak hbes aq hdup neh..
Subhanallah... Allah still grant me a pink of health to commit and serve on his path..
kadang2 bler rser t'amat laa lalai khidupan kat umah,
aq rather choose dop jauh2 daripada family, dop kat negara orang sesorang
asalkan aq lbey dkat kpada Si Pencipta...
kat umah ni.. to tell uolls the truth la kan,,
aq enjoy jer lbey, tngop tv, maen game, facebook...
xder benda yg m'datangkan manfaat lansum.. sdey.. sdey..
tapikan aq ni anak manjaa... memang dop hostel dlu pon, tiap2 minggu merengek nak blik umah..
tapi my attitude kat sana seyesly b'dozen2 kli ganda lbey baek @ 'jurus'..


talking about commitments.. we all have them.. inside or outside..
it is a duty that can never be denied!! seyesly aq cakap!
aq bagi cntoh mudah laa kan... aq was once a prefect kat skulah dlu..
although I am thinking about how I take the duty, x smuanya perfect..
cam aq slalu jer cari excuse mser kena duty tunggu bebudak lmbat ke klas
mser aq form4.. aq pkir.. nape laa aq plak yg kna b'dri cam tunggul catat nma org lwat
neh, cam rr aq xder kje len?? ( dah rr aq ni jnis yg mmg suke g ke klas awal)
eee... not my interest rr buat bende2 yg leceh ni..
rse cam nak penyek2 jer budak2 yg lambat neh!!

but it was called a commitment.. I had to take it!
sorry my partner klu ade time aq cabut.. hehe


ingin aq tegas kan di cni.. aq ni seorang yang xsuka (klu benci.. cm jahat sngat plak)
m'beri dan mnerima komitmen... esp, klu hal tu bukan psal aq..
aq bukan selfish.. tpi it is more to not taking any risk or tkowt2
klu aq x dpat beri yg t'baek, aq akan kecewakan rmai org..
jdi aq tend to buat benda ikut cara aq...





x ke ltey klu kiter kna pkir psal org len?? hbes kter??aq x nafikan yg kte kena 
give and take.. but to sacrifices yourself just to comfort others
is not my way to rules..


slalunya laa kan, bler topic commitment is debated..
most people would think that it is more to relationship..
x benar.. sbab bukan dalam p'hubungan jer m'merlukan kita
to be responsible..in all case, it is a must to commit..

uish.. klu tanyer aq laa kan,, couple duple ni biar mintak jauh2 dlu..
ee... bukan caranya laa, budak2 ag dah pndai I SUKER KAT U,
U SUKER LAA KAT I BALEK..

oh my gosh.. absolutely nehi nehi to me..
blajar tinggi2 biar hidung mak bapak tu stinggi menara KLCC r dlu..
nak msuk topic gak?? it is a commitment to your parents laa beb!


okey, kter chill balek lpas isu sensitif on air jap tadi, 
try to cooperates ngan rmai orang.. uolls bukan jer dpat tambahkan kawan
otherwise u will gains lots of knowledge..
kat dunia ni, we are serve with tones, millions of wonder
for us to discover, to learn about them..
 Allah s.w.t x ciptakan sesuatu for us to just look or stare at them but to
take advantages from them also..
we are in the dark room if we can't barely even see them all..
SUBHANALLAH..


tu laa our foremost commitment in this world..
to be His slaves..


aq akui.. aq x rr smpai thap perfect tpi aq definitely is working on them..


You can just sit back, do nothing and see the world change..
try to earn something each day, without any single complaint..
LIFE IS ABOUT MORE THAN JUST LIVING..


ni fakta ek nak kongsi,, from the book yang aq dah lmer baca..
tpi sori x ingat title..


if a person is given choices, he/she will definitely take a long time
to make up his/her mind which finally contribute to non-clear goals of life..
why don't just give no choice to him/her so that he/she will only
follow one path and focus to one goal first! SUCCEED!


faham x quote ni?? renung2kanlah yer..
okey la.. las nyer advise, if you dare to take commitment, you must be committed..
originally from Syifa ni yer.. hehehe


aq bukan la pandai b'falsafah tpi xsalah klu kongsi kan?
uolls gain one more knowledge hari ni..
klu ader nak feedback ke aper, rajin2 rr komen ekk!


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Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Friendship is for real....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

fuh... it has been a long day... for real, long holiday...
dop maen kat rumah... pastu kuar lepak2.. buat meeting ngan kengkawan..
same routines.... BORING!
ble cakap psal same routines... tringat plak kat sekolah dlu...
kat sekolah lagi rr rutin sama...
but seriously, kat skulah less complaints..
bangun pagi, booking shower, tunggu subuh smpai tetidow balek..
aq memang bukan mnusia yang bleh study waktu pagi2 neh..
aq rather stay up smpai pkul 3 pagi pon aq xkesah..
tapi aq jgak yg bangun paling awal dalam dorm aq tu..
believe it or not... aq dari form 1 till form5 aq la tukang kejut tdo dorm aq...
lpas solat subuh, balik hostel, secepat mungkin aq ke klas..
lpas jer breakfast kat dining, klas adlh tmpat aq cari ktenangan..
sebab time tu xder orang ag kan..
teman aq yg awal ke klas slalunya Apom. Ramzi, Jebo, Syaf..
excited ni nak ke klas! wlaupon xder boyfie. hehehe
tapi aq seyesly paling ingat time aq form3..
gler awal aq ke klas, even pak cik guard pon blom bukak lampu ag..
sekali ngan aq time tuh, bes fren aq yang memang kamcing gler, A...
sebab dyer aq x kwan sangat ngn classmate aq..
biler ingat balik time tuh... aq seorang yang m'bencikan..
slalu aq wat hal sebab aq x kesah ngan ape yang kengkawan aq terasa..
sad days... really regret it..
aq xsalah kan A.. aq yang bodoh ag mse tu..
kononnya, xnak kawan rmai2 ni.. aper laa.. stupid childish mind..

when i was in form4... it was the toughest year aq kat skulah tu..
rser cam lembik.. x b'semangat, lemah, xder kawan..
hari2 nangis, xley persevere laa kononnya..
ceh, smua tu karut belaka.. aq jer rser camtu sbab aq t'lalu depending kat A 
thun2 lepas... then it was the time I flashback balik
the reason I went to boarding school at the first place..
aq started to become confident again.. talkative and happy-go-lucky balik..
ALHAMDULILLAH..
nak gelek-gelek sket.. hehehehe


To tell the truth, aq lansung xperlukan A to keep me strong..
All I need is to believing me.. knowing that I can do anything if I really desire to do so...
so much memories with A.. I let go all of it..
si A ni hanya lah 'penganggu' hidup aq..
now, aq dah halau jauh2 A dari bayangan aq..
aq dah x ingat and even trauma lagi dah tentang si A nih.. Fuhhhh...
I felt so much relief after I discover that I lots of friends beside me..
why do I need to find a person who is so far away???
that is not right... Right??

serius cakap! aq dah sangat2 m'hargai kenkawan aq skang neh!

skang neh aq dah selesa dengan friendship aq dngan smua kawan2 
satu batch ngan aq.. yang skelas ngan aq... and even my precious dormmates..
aq bersyukur sngat2 for having all of them..
ALHAMDULILLAH..
kalu nak imbau kenagan tu.. Masyaallah banyak sangat2..
aq ingat ag maser aq gadoh dngan sorang classmate aq ni, 
aq pegi lari kat klas 5Kappa, study time prep ngan Pesa, Afiq.. siap tdow ag dpan Pesa..
hehe.. xder orang perasan pon aq mlarikan dri time tu.. sjer jer gimik..
aq ni jnis yang mudah sngat demam klu kena hujan,
slalunya Eza sanggup lalu jalan jauh ke klas smata-mata tkut aq kena hujan.. tq Jaa..
dkat2 nak Spm, aq slalu ajak Patin tdow dalam dorm aq..
nak stay up laa... huhu.. masa final World Cup 2010, Belanda vs Sepanyol
bersungguh2 aq xnak tdow.. of course laa nak support hubby aq.. Van Persie.. hehehe
Patin suh aq kjutkan dyer coz dyer nak temankan aq tngop match tu..
las2, Patin tdow smpai ke pagi.. Aq jer yang melalak kat TV room smpai dihalau oleh ckg Paridah
hahahahahaha.. great times.. great times..

and even we all dah separate apart, every single of us...
we still are good friends..
some of them, dah keje part time..
(haha.. slalu jumpa Kerol ngan Lobey kat kbmol..)
ader yang sibuk getting their license done..
ada gak yang dah ke UTP, ready for the interview UPNM..
and others..


apeapepon. aq enjoy hanging out ngan dorang..
makan kat food court ngan classmates before PLKN start..
kuar lepak ngan Muiz, Areeb, Gdax when its their UTP holidays
(actually cuti Chinese New Year..)
tngop Tojo ngan Mat Joe makan maggi kat Kota Raya..
bual2 ngan Cek Su lpas driving lessons..
and so much more.. we still are family..

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Monday, February 7, 2011

SECRET GARDEN

salam...


lteynyer hari nie.... xder buat aper pon... tapi.. ntah laa... the day seems so plain..
klu nak decribe... mcam makan nasi putih dengan lauk gula dan garam..
neither too sweet nor too salty...
i am looking forward to discover myself... i mean the true me.. maybe the deep down of inner me..
cam sdey jer cakap cam neh... but its true.. smua yang aq buat seems meaningless..
doesnt feel like THE ROAD NOT TAKEN pon... 
more to like THE DEATH IN THE OPPOSITE HOUSE....
well; I can keep sighing and wish for everything goes well..
adoiii... what to do...


dah rr... done with that already~!! 
refer back to the title...
SECRET GARDEN
it is not like I went to a place such a secret garden..
sbenarnye ni adalah korean drama!! latest hit taww!!!
best gler... I was first recommended by my brother.. mula2 xmaw tngop.. 
yer laa... title pon mcam produk kebersihan jer.. hahahaha
tapi once dah tngop.. melekat jer kat komputer...
 it has 20 episodes.. so much drama.. but this drama is so so different..
aq mungkin not a fanatic k-pop or something like that.. but SERIOUSLY!
this drama caught my attention.. dah rr hero dyer hensem gler!! 



  ni rr main poster dyer... so sweet.. hehehe


casts dyer
HA JI WON : Gil Ra Im
HYUN BIN :  Kim Joo Won
YOON SANG HYUNG : Oska/ Choi Woo Young
KIM SA RANG :Yoon Seul
PHILIP LEE : Im Jong Soo


walaupon korang bkan pminat cter2 korea.. aq gerenti klu korang tngop cter ni..
pasti korang lompat2 sambil guling2 atas katil sbab t'lalu best!! hahaha
cter ni slightly laen laa.. aq mula2 pon x expect yang plot cter ni become so unpredictable..
bagi jejaka macho yang nak tngop cter ni.. make sure yang org len berada beribu ribu batu drpd anda..
hahaha.. seyesly.. nanty kuar gak air mata jantan korang..
tapi not forgetting part2 yang lucu aka lawak tahap dewa..
aq pon sampai tarek-tarek rambut ketawa.. hahahahahahaha


cter ni psal typikal lelaki kaya bernama Kim Joo Won yang own department store laa..
dyer ada sepupu yg mrupakan pnyanyi kegilaan rmai b'nama Oska..
one day, ( ececece, cam tngah deliver bedtime story plak..) Kim Joo Won t'jatuh hati dengan sorang minah cool... stuntwoman gitu.. nama dyer Gil Ra Im... mcam2 rr Joo Won buat nak suh Ra Im
jatuh centa ngan dyer.. tapi sumernya jadik makin complicated bila mereka t'msuk hutan dan sampai
ke sebuah mysterious garden dan mnum wain bunga... keesokan hari yhey found that yang mereka dah b'tukar badan.. so hilarious laa klu korang tngop lakonan mantap Hyun Bin yg dah jadik 
perempuan.. hahaha.. well, slebeynya korang tngop rr sendiri yer! aq konfem korang akan 
b'trima kaseh kat aq..


aq memang dah btul2 jatuh centa laa dngan Hyun Bin.. hehe( muka dah merah.. gatal..)
oh yer, cter ni baru jer release akhir thun lpas... dan dorang mnang bnyak award ngn cter ni..
RUGI X TNGOP!!! hehe.. sempat promote lakk..
kepada saper2 yg mnat nak tngop.. korang bley watch online kat jacinda1st.com 
or korang bley download sendri ek!.. teknologi kan makin canggih.. pndai2 rr korang yer!
 ok laa nak hbes kan post bi dngan sket gambar2 cter neh.. ENJOY!








 

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Saturday, February 5, 2011

Another DAY Accomplished..

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...


rser cam dah lama sangat x update.. hehe( walaupun x rr smpai sbulan..)
well... today was a WELL DONE day!!!
sukernyaa,,, actually it was my younger brother's birthday party..
tapi oleh sebab my ADEK is so shy to ask his friends to come over,,
i am the one who are very very excited inviting my friends!! HAHAHA
as my birthday pon seems dah dkat sangat which is 13 FEBRUARY....
x salah laa kan.. hehe.. besides, i am so damn missed my adek beradek kat skulah tuu..
aper ag kan,, grab the chance laa.. hahaha


pada mulanya aq jemput rmai gakk rr kengkawan aq datang.. klu my beloved classmates
5ALPHASHINES members tuu,,, aq ajak sumer.. then, also my former primary school classmates..
tpi most of them busy, part time job and whatsoever laa kan.. xper.. aq seorang yg understanding..
hehehe.. 


the one who first show up,, of course laa, my one and only best friend forever....
FADHLIN AMALINA... hehe.. known as FALIN... siap tolong aq goreng keropok ag.. thanx yer hun!
pastu aq call TOJO, tpi dyer ckap xley mari.. uhuk2.. mission calling JEBO plop..
aq thu klu bab2 'derak' or meronda2 neh Jebo mmg pro.. CIKGU dah skang neh..


tunggu punya tunggu.., kengkawan aq akhirnya memunculkan diri..
dah sah lagi confem.. dah jadi party aq dah.. haha..
well, terima kasih sngat2 kepada AMIRUL SHAHRIN aka Tojo, ANAZ SAKHAWI, AMIR USAMAH aka Chamakh, ZAIFURIN aka Jebo, HAKIN..... coz sep mu mari.. knal2 rr deh umah aq.. senang naty aq nak buat 'bekwohs'.. hahahaha... not forgetting my two kamcing great pals since kecik ag.. AIEN ngn FALIN..
naty datang ag taw!!


suker suker... best rr berbual smpai ke petang.. hahaha
klu aq taw best camni aq pegi mlawat sumer umah korang.. wlau x djemput.. haha
ohye, Syafiq ade call, saying his sorry for cannot join.. so do Pyie.. xper laaa..
maybe insyallah, some other time okey!


nanty aq nak buat post psal cter korea yang aq dah fanatik gler!
besst taw.. seyes aq ckap.. smpai aq sanggup b'sekang mata tngok 2 hari x tdow..
haha.. wait for that eh.. briefly aq akan share ngn korang smua..


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